My mood has changed for the better, nothing better than Nothing Maters


First for not looking at my own drawing I rightfully deserve not to have spelled things right. Opps! Hahahahah

FIXED IT

Hello I wanted to do something that isn't what im working on currently! I have like 10 min to do shit before my friend comes!

First of all what the most amount of drawings you have done in 4 days? Cause i think im reaching about 30 by the time the days over.. HAHAH My hand hurts.

DID YOU know Im not a huge fan of pink? Yet I picked my fursona to be most pink and yellow! I mean yellows an ok color. Yet i have no interest to change the design cause i feel bad, I generally feel bad changing something that is mine and was created by me...

This feels more pessimistic than Iv been lately. I mean it Is. But like being nice and friendly is something i suck at in real life, I find it awkward and hard to do. I just choke up in real life and don't say shit. Thats why I find it extra important to make it up on the internet. Even tho Im super awkward and have a hard time socially with people on the internet, far less in real life. Its really ass backwards.

Like im smooth in front of people, but typing makes me look like a dumbass cause i type like im in 2 grade and am blind. Like Wooosh. It's improved but I still struggle to see all my mistakes.. Which there are a lot. My one friend is a half ass English god. At least for school and shit, the tutor people who correct papers always hunt her down and make her want to join their cult. Its funny, she finds it annoying.

You know I like doing a million things yet I never want to do anyone of them. Like so many things I want to do, yet I always fall back on drawing half ass pictures that are like Ok in quality. Why prefect something impossible when you can be good at a bunch of things.

You know my hair isn't blonde, well not anymore. Its a red/brown combo cause the dyes never faded, so im suck with hair thats darkish paleish brown on the top to like a darkish red brown to a lighter auburn color. And last time I got my haired dyed I almost cried cause it felt like someone was stabbing needles in my head. So i had to not cry in front of the hair dresser lady for a good hour. It fucking sucked, but it looked cool

Im really enjoying the need style of drawing anthros, Anime Anthro is what I call it. Its kinda just easier and cute. Less realism and just full cartoon/anime. I really want to learn how to draw realistic animals, cause its like one thing that would impress people in real life. And to me seeing an anime wolf in at least heavy realism with a bit of cartoon is fucking hawt. Like i don't know why making the abnormal things normal with not horrible Photoshop sounds awesome. One day. I will do so.

Thanks for reading, this wasn't as funny as normal. Just a place for thoughts. Im sure this will feel awkward in a couple of seconds.

FEELINGS ARE STUPID EEEWWWW

Ok thats better!