Don't prick the bubble of my personal heaven.
Don't shake me off my dream.
Don't take me down from above the clouds, let me rest, let me cherish my peace.
Let me live in security of only the confidence of mine.
Let me surround myself with colors I want to see in the world.
This is my silverlining.


I consider positivity as one thing, optimism as slightly different.
Optimism takes.. a lot. It's not purely dreams, hopes, but also expecting the challenge, being aware of it, yet - preparing for the optimal, best outcome. It takes power, it takes stubbornness, determination.
It takes effort, and giving the best you can to reach as close to the 'optimus', to your perfected goal, as possible ("a condition, degree, amount or compromise that produces the best possible result. adj. most favourable or advantageous; best: optimum conditions"- The Free Dictionary). While a positive mindset is a tool necessary to recharge and to re-use the energy taken by those efforts wisely.
And every person, regardless their outlook on life, struggles. Every person, needs to re-charge.. At lack of physical ability to take a break, we have our super duper ability to control out emotions
and outlook on events - to turn pretty much anything, at our favor as long as we choose to. Positivity, for me, is the natural light that I turn on in my head - to highlight the good, the things that make me happy,
the people I love, the little joys, being aware of the results and the purpose that is greater than the current-at-moment struggle. It's a silverlining that goes a bit ahead of reality, filters away the real things
that are bad or unpleasant, ignores them for a moment, and brings all the small and big and abstract good things on the surface - to have the sigh of relief and reassurence.

The beautiful peaceful happy place for a mind, to remind myself why I took the decisions I took, Who I am in the eyes of close ones, and how many people there are that I cherish, and much more..
It's a little bubble, that, actually - can't be pricked. Not with how I designed it, not with my stubborness on the desire to believe in the good, in my abilities, in people, and in the world.

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