It was a terrible trip. After what I saw, heard, learned .. I still am in shock. Trans .. I don't know what to call it.
A similar feeling was at the beginning of last summer, but then it was fleeting, because it was not for that.
And now ... I do not even know how to feel. One feeling after another spilling out in moments of silence, when I just look at one point, trying to understand what happened

I'm still trying to recover and work too slowly. Sorry