There's been promises of hearing from my MRI results all last week, which I thought would be today at least as i'm hanging on by my claws at this point. My leg is painful, I need to know what the hell is going on before I lose it and chew my leg off in desperation! I've actually started developing pains in the other leg, and further up the bad leg - just compensating for this injury/pain. :/
Its bad enough with depression kicking me when i'm down, its also bad enough my mental health has plunged into night terrors, sleepless nights when I can't - hallucinations and lets just say the suicidal thoughts of just having an 'OFF' button are back.
Too much stress in the household, too much stress in my body and mind.
Not doing so well.
Apologies if you want to talk to me but I seem distant, I don't really want to talk as my mental state isn't doing well, i'm extremely anxious and wary of everyone to the point of paranoid delusions. Again, i'm sorry. :(
Its bad enough with depression kicking me when i'm down, its also bad enough my mental health has plunged into night terrors, sleepless nights when I can't - hallucinations and lets just say the suicidal thoughts of just having an 'OFF' button are back.
Too much stress in the household, too much stress in my body and mind.
Not doing so well.
Apologies if you want to talk to me but I seem distant, I don't really want to talk as my mental state isn't doing well, i'm extremely anxious and wary of everyone to the point of paranoid delusions. Again, i'm sorry. :(
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The darkness is like an unwanted companion. Take solace in your friends. Know that they mean the best for you. Don't listen to the thoughts of paranoia. As humans, we are hardwired to recognize patterns, and when they aren't there, we sometimes make them up. Trust me, paranoia is not something you want to give in to. You end up hurting yourself and others as well. I know this from experience.
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