I know not many here know I do get bit by a poetic bug everynow and then, but if I didn't do this I was going to go insane with grief, so now no matter what happens I can move on. I hope you enjoy.

I don't mind comments, but no critics on this please, because this is raw emotion and probably drama, but I needed to do something, because this is eating at me like cancer. But I got this off my chest, so I don't know, I really don't know anymore.