ive given my all. i have nothing left, no more tricks, no more energy...
Im tired of trying. This is the last ditch desperate effort here.. THen im going to take a break from this site for a very long time..
ive wasted my life on art. to get so little in attention with years of self promotion and so few people giving a damn. I see artists who put the same effort in their work and they have thousands of folowers and they can sell a 10 minute sculpt or sketch for $125. or more.
It makes me think i should have never been born. I have nothing left. My art is all i have. I refuse to do retail or work a 9 to 5. my nearves are a wreck. I went to the hospital twice from stress working for companies. Now because of the lack of folowers and sales that sombody half my age can get in a couple years vs my 6+ years pushing pushing pushing and fighting every inch...

Im done.. if I dont see any progress on that site im done..

Im burned out so badly right now i just want to throw everything away.