
You might have noticed that I've not spun the wheel for March yet. Look, I'm sorry. I genuinely wanna make this year's project work, but February was a doozy for me. I've been on an art block for a bit now. I'm really having a hard time drawing at the moment. And every time I sit down to spin it, I have anxiety and feel almost sick. I haven't even been able to draw hardly a scribble this past week, only making a small doodle since finishing my last piece. And I think my concerns over the spin have been in my way. Like those paralyzing feelings I get when I have commissions to deal with, where I can't draw my own things cuz I feel bad for not finishing commissions, that sorta one.
And when I thought about it more earlier, I determined that, what's the point in even doing it if I'm not having fun with it? So, both as my own decision and upon the counsel of multiple friends, I've elected not to spin for March and just finish off what couldn't be done in February. Read the "Yu-Gi-Oh Month Extended" thing I posted recently if you want to know what all went wrong in February. I really shouldn't be announcing plans so much, cuz I so often put them aside because I wind up stretching myself too thin. I usually announce it so that I can hold myself to it, to keep it immediately relevant. But that has often caused me more anxiety than it was functionally worth. That's why I tend to have such a big mouth about these things, I'm trying to keep myself pushed and pushing. ^^;
But for now, I think March should best be left as the true Yu-Gi-Oh month. But what about all the things on the wheel that won't be landed on? Well, there's more topics on it than there are months in the year. So how about this, rather than worrying about getting all 12 spins in, why not do it like this, and use December as the wild-card month, where I draw something from all the topics that didn't get any attention? Sounds good? Sounds good. Cuz that's what I'll be doing. New picture coming soon, I just need to rewrite that story that DA deleted in the middle of writing. XP
And when I thought about it more earlier, I determined that, what's the point in even doing it if I'm not having fun with it? So, both as my own decision and upon the counsel of multiple friends, I've elected not to spin for March and just finish off what couldn't be done in February. Read the "Yu-Gi-Oh Month Extended" thing I posted recently if you want to know what all went wrong in February. I really shouldn't be announcing plans so much, cuz I so often put them aside because I wind up stretching myself too thin. I usually announce it so that I can hold myself to it, to keep it immediately relevant. But that has often caused me more anxiety than it was functionally worth. That's why I tend to have such a big mouth about these things, I'm trying to keep myself pushed and pushing. ^^;
But for now, I think March should best be left as the true Yu-Gi-Oh month. But what about all the things on the wheel that won't be landed on? Well, there's more topics on it than there are months in the year. So how about this, rather than worrying about getting all 12 spins in, why not do it like this, and use December as the wild-card month, where I draw something from all the topics that didn't get any attention? Sounds good? Sounds good. Cuz that's what I'll be doing. New picture coming soon, I just need to rewrite that story that DA deleted in the middle of writing. XP
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Just take it easy man.
You should never feel obligated to do anything.
And I think I speak on behalf of us all, when I say we really appreciate what you do.
Just do whatever you’re comfortable with.
If you do make an art, great! We’ll all be happy that day.
If not, It’s no big deal. You aren’t our only source of tickles : )
Thank you so much for everything you do sodie!
(Sorry for making this long winded, I just understand the feeling)
Edit: also, I laughed out loud at this post. I’m so easy to Entertain...
You should never feel obligated to do anything.
And I think I speak on behalf of us all, when I say we really appreciate what you do.
Just do whatever you’re comfortable with.
If you do make an art, great! We’ll all be happy that day.
If not, It’s no big deal. You aren’t our only source of tickles : )
Thank you so much for everything you do sodie!
(Sorry for making this long winded, I just understand the feeling)
Edit: also, I laughed out loud at this post. I’m so easy to Entertain...
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