That Guy
Is this Guy
Dressed as Another Guy

Warning,
This is going to be one of those big wall of china texts i write

for the record this was done with my right hand, haha

>>♦THE ARTWORK

>Type : Daily Painting - Studies on constructive figurative painting

Title: That Guy
Or (Blankness of the mind)

>Duration
♦ 6:30 to 7 hours

>♦STORY

Intro  - The Why

I did this becouse i saw a one of those selfish pretty "im better than you and i want spit at your face" paintings.
that of course made me feel like a worthless puny artist who'll never be able to do something good in his life.
sometimes i lose hope and tend to believe that, but Im really trying to find anwers,
So i just did this trying to understand the technique the artist used,
which i believe is some sort of brush stroke construction technique
i dont even think i nail it, what i can i do now?, this i all i could do for today.
So i have to upload it anyways.

i dont know why I paint what i do.
But when i try to paint other things, i never finish them, or after 15 minutes, i just lose all energy to continue
i feel like painting this is the only thing that keeps me alive.
keeps me awake, and makes me aliviate the deep sorrow i have sometimes.

as you see nothing i have done is comission work or whatever,
thats one of does things im afraid to do, since im very unstable in terms of quality, or subject, or style.
ill probably never be able to reach those high level quality artists
who can constantly draw comission work and nail all of them as success.

So I just paint for myself,
and until now in this journey,
i have discovered things of myself i never thought i knew.
i guess thats a good thing.

But anyways, if you have enjoyed anything i do.
i hope we keep this journey together, and just see where this is going.

 The Meaning

I never start one of my paintings thinking is going to have a personal meaning
but when i see them finished, i always see there's something about me in them.

Sometimes i just tend to lose myself in the horizon. and now more than ever.
with this constant explotions of ideas and thoughts about paintings and stuff.

haha, sometimes i even paint while sleep, seriously,
i wake up thinking i just made i disaster and accidentaly uploaded it.

Moving on, this is halfy built on visual memory,
the character was constructed from zero, with only the reference of the painting i saw
which actually was a painting of a human, so i ended up furrying it.
the enviroment, is actually real, builded upon the visual memory i had of it.

>Inspiration Sources:

♦ A nice pretty figurative painting of a young human.
♦ and reality

> about the technique

♦ Mixer brush
♦ Color grading
♦ Layer blending

> about the species

ahh...i hate this part.

>♦GRIPE

ummm...nah i think im cool for now,
doing this made me feel better.

>♦CRITIQUE

ummm......of course...of course...
not even close the quality of those masters out there

but i believe this has sense of honesty, and reality
that is very hard to find. 
or well.... at least i tried.

>Recommendations

Just keep trying,
if this doing this keeps you alive, then you better dont stop.

>♦Personal Judgment, Score

Overall Quality  6/10 or 7

The Feel of expression 7/10
Technique 7/10
Anatomy 6.5/10
Shading 7/10
Construction 5/10
Lighting 8/10
Colors 6/12
Perspective 6/10
Creativity 5/9
Style 6/10
Composition 6/10
Shapes 7/10
Stroke Flow 5.5/10
Design 5/10

♦ Negative values

Ugliness 6/10
Boringness 4/10
Level of self-cringeness 5/10

v01 10/03/2019

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