So yeah. Hi. I'm trans. <<

Both me and ceres have been through a lot this last month. I honestly don't know where to start. But basically it asll started with strype. I msged her to ask about art, as I usually do. I wanted a very dark emotional piece done. The nature of it, sparked a series of questions from her. About... 3 weeks later I was convinced I was trans. And today, I am ready to just admit it and tell everyone. I'm very sensitive about labels, which is why after I came out as bi I kinda just took it off my profile. And I don't think I'll put this on my profile, yet, just cause I still have a lot of things to work out. I'm having issues believing I can even be a girl. I dunno... It gets deep. But I have wonderful friends who have kept my head above water for all of this.

Special thank you to Strype and all the Korps girls. Yall have given me so much wisdom, if it wasn't for yall I'd still be in denial or finding some reason I can't be a woman. I'm still kinda in denial, but at least I'm not locked in the closet like Tom Cruise anymore (Yes, South Park ref).

Me and Ceres just kinda ended up talking to each other at the same time about being trans. When I asked Ceres about being trans, she was like "What? I'm not trans." I just assumed! But then it started talking and quickly she started asking questions and made some realizations herself. I was scared today about all this, but I'm not anymore. Not even a little scared. Ceres has been busy at work most of today but I'm sure she's feeling a lot better too.

There's still somethings I am scared about. But a hell of a lot less. Like I'm still scared about other people in my life finding out, but I feel less like somethings wrong with me now. I dunno. Been a crazy weekend. I spend most of my drive back from Canada crying.

Everyone on Twitter today has just been amazing and supportive. Thank you everyone. Ok, now I'm just dizzy and ranting. I'm just gonna leave it here and move forward. XD

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