"Can you keep a secret? Honey your a shipwreck, with your heart of Stone. Can I get a witness to the bruises and wasted tears? You could dry a river with your heart of stone."

"For years I have struggled, as many have. But as I get older and I get closer to being on my own I face that same grim reality. I am alone. And I always will be. I can never be close to anyone due to asexuality or the abuse of the past. Stallions call and flirt on a daily achord, but I can never answer their calls. For they, like others only wish to claim the womb, not this heart of stone. None truly understand my lack of trust or fear of touch. Sabers are good to ward off, but only for so long. A kind heart also matches the harsh outside of the goal driven mare. Friends come and go, taken away by adulthood and their own families starting anew. A brief reminder of happy times and a sense of normality. Even still.... I wonder how long it will be before we fade as the fox and the hound. Distant spare for the very moon above us and the sun on our backs as we slave away our lives. I will grow old alone and I will die alone. The rain beats down on my back as I truge on trying to find a purpose, but it is a grim reminder of what once was. Hazy days of joy and memories of youth with nights of terror as I cry myself to sleep. Unable to make the move to find that one person, fearful of being without a place to rest my hooves or trees to cover the rain. I can only drown myself into my studies. So much so i drive myself to madness."

-Lady Firefly Queen of the ice realm


Sorry for not posting in a long time. I've been very busy with life.