
An Ass of Herself
Category Artwork (Digital) / Transformation
Species Donkey / Mule
Size 1280 x 927px
File Size 100.7 kB
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*Chuckles* Now now Henry. Please try and be somewhat kind to the poor Lady Moth. I am sure it could not have felt good to have others point and laugh at your own predicament. All that I ask is that you try and show more love and compassion for those experiencing such changes than you were shown by those around you when you first had your own changes. *Looks over at Moth* And you did kind of deserve at least just a little bit of that. *I say with a small smile* But certainly nothing more than that I should hope.
Henry: *raising an eyebrow* I can't enjoy a little payback, here? I mean she has made my life a living hell with this curse, not to mention all the snide comments she has at my expense. *leaning in toward Moth* It's a pain in the ass, isn't it?
Author: *clears her throat quietly* Don't poke the dragon, Henry. She may be spelled, but she still controls your curse.
Moth: *snorts her disgust, absolutely furious and humiliated*
Author: *clears her throat quietly* Don't poke the dragon, Henry. She may be spelled, but she still controls your curse.
Moth: *snorts her disgust, absolutely furious and humiliated*
*Smile softly and very tenderly brushes some hair out of Moth's eyes* Now now Henry. Wouldn't a better solution be to show her just how much better you are than her and the others who made your situation worse. None of us should ever deem to talk down or poorly of others if something nicer can be said. As your lovely wife, the esteemed author, and myself have also mentioned. It is not really a wise idea to kick someone with powers when they are down. Believe me such beings will always remember it. Now now my dear Lady Moth. Please do not judge young Henry here to harshly for his words. This is just the outpouring of one who has experienced what you are experiencing and worse, from your hand no less, and is seeking some sort of outlet.
Moth: Too late, darling. I knew what he was before this mess, and hhhee's only proving me right.
Henry: Honestly, at this point I'm not interested in what is right or wrong when it comes to her. Some light teasing doesn't even compare to completely uprooting my life, ruining my marriage, and, oh, yeah, kidnapping my wife. Sorry, but she's not getting any sympathy from me.
Henry: Honestly, at this point I'm not interested in what is right or wrong when it comes to her. Some light teasing doesn't even compare to completely uprooting my life, ruining my marriage, and, oh, yeah, kidnapping my wife. Sorry, but she's not getting any sympathy from me.
And Johnny's still delightfully clueless about this whole situation. I wonder what Moth will think of him after his first date.
Also, this is a tad random, but for some reason, Moth is currently putting me in the mind of the White Witch from the 70s animated version of Lion, Witch, and the Wardrobe.
Also, this is a tad random, but for some reason, Moth is currently putting me in the mind of the White Witch from the 70s animated version of Lion, Witch, and the Wardrobe.
https://youtu.be/LrMpRtCLeAM for a short scene.
Keep in mind, it's not personality or performance (also, the animation really does not hold up), just something about the way she looks makes me think of the character.
Keep in mind, it's not personality or performance (also, the animation really does not hold up), just something about the way she looks makes me think of the character.
...Look, there is something I want to test out, and hopefully you are okay with this. I want to bring you to Enedia's Farm, and I want you to know how much she cares for her animals. If she sees a donkey with your coloured hair, she will take care of you, because she wants to help you.
No! Because you haven't realized it yet! You haven't realized how much she is sorry. How much she wants to be your friend. And yet, you hide away, complaining that no one is there to support you since Costa died. Do you want to be alone for the rest of your life? You know that Henry doesn't care for you like Costa did. ...I don't want you to end up alone... and I don't want her to either. ...Please. As her author, I have not seen her recover from that time. I have seen her cry at the smallest memory of it. And I know how much it hurts you too. But if neither of you forgive... the pain will last forever. And you, Moth, know how much pain will control your life. You need someone. And she needs someone.
Moth: *furious* What has she done to prove it, hmm? It's always "Moth, talk to her," "Moth, go see her," "Moth, why don't you forgive her?" She can bring her deceitful little self to me and risk her indestructible little ass getting through my wards if she cares so damn much! I want loyalty in a friend. I want tenacity. I want effort! Let her fight to prove her friendship! I will not waste my time with anything less. I'd rather be alone then pretend to tolerate someone who can't be bothered!
Then why did anyone waste their time with you, Moth? You aren't loyal, so why should she be to you? Your loyalty to the Sidhe was broken, so you can't ask for loyalty, Moth. I know that you hate being alone, because you are left with the endless reminder that Costa is gone and you try to find a replacement that you know doesn't love you back. You are clueless to your own stubbornness just like she is. You just don't want someone to care for you. If you want her to come through your wards, you have to open up, but you can't even do that. You've wasted endless years trying to get Costa back, but what's dead is dead, Moth. And you didn't have time to save him unlike Enedia saving her mother. That took effort to save her, Moth, but it looks like you just forgot what effort was.
Moth: You have no right to accuse me of disloyalty! I choose my loyalties! Just beecaaawse I broke one trust doesn't mean I'm completely incapable; it means I valued one more. I devoted my life to a mortal husband and severed ties with the sidhe for a chance to get him back. I would protect Lady Acrathia with my life and have promised her things that may get me killed someday. Do you know why? They showed that they gave a damn and kept their promises.
I'm not clueless, either. I know how stubborn I am and I wear it like a badge of honor. It keeps me from getting burned. The difference between your creation and me is that I know my value. *angry tears start to stream down her face* It took me a thousand years of being stepped on, but I finally know that I'm worth a fight. Anyone who isn't willing to do that isn't worth my friendship.
*her voice grows cold* So listen well, Author. Don't you dare tell me what I am and what I'm not. The last person who did that died before I could stop myself.
I'm not clueless, either. I know how stubborn I am and I wear it like a badge of honor. It keeps me from getting burned. The difference between your creation and me is that I know my value. *angry tears start to stream down her face* It took me a thousand years of being stepped on, but I finally know that I'm worth a fight. Anyone who isn't willing to do that isn't worth my friendship.
*her voice grows cold* So listen well, Author. Don't you dare tell me what I am and what I'm not. The last person who did that died before I could stop myself.
And you don't believe that Enedia hasn't gone through what you have? Thousands of years being stepped on? Her whole village burning down, with the smell of her friends' corpses still sticking with her after all those years, that isn't enough for you to see that she is worth a fight? What is she then, Moth? And what am I in return? Is it all just pointless for me and her to continue trying to be friends with you? Should we just stop and leave you alone? Or should we fight to become your friends?
Maybe it is pointless. But she doesn't think so.
Maybe it is pointless. But she doesn't think so.
Moth: *incredulous* Maybe you've forgotten than I didn't betray her. I gave her a chance even after she bled me half to death! How was I rewarded? I got hurt again. She was worth a try, you're right. And I did try. Now I'm done trying! It's her turn. Let her argue her own case instead of doing her dirty work for her. She's tougher than that and you know it.
As for you, you walk a path separate from hers just as I am separate from my author. You haven't hurt me, so I'm not hurting you despite you being my pain-in-the-ass favorite critic. So stop being her lawwwyer and just be my friend. That is, if you care to be after this.
As for you, you walk a path separate from hers just as I am separate from my author. You haven't hurt me, so I'm not hurting you despite you being my pain-in-the-ass favorite critic. So stop being her lawwwyer and just be my friend. That is, if you care to be after this.
Or maybe it's just karma for all those times you have cursed Candle and Henry. I've let her figure out her problems, but she needs guidance. She may have Acrathia helping her, and she may have grown as a person because of that, but I know that she can't do it alone. May I ask that you find her someone that could take care of her?
Moth: *flatly* You may have mentioned it once or twice. *glancing at Dearshul* I'll only hhhhhave this obviously character-building conversation in private.
Dearshul: That's fair. *she grins and hurries away with Henry in tow*
Henry: But I wanted to hear that...
Dearshul: One piece of vindication at a time. Don't want you to get a big head.
Dearshul: That's fair. *she grins and hurries away with Henry in tow*
Henry: But I wanted to hear that...
Dearshul: One piece of vindication at a time. Don't want you to get a big head.
Moth: *grumbling* Irritated that you made me say it out loud. Cornered beeecaaawse you know I hate this kind of thing even on a good day, but I'm stuck dissecting myself because it will keee... keeep Henry from seeing me like this. And more than anything, dreading the "I told you so" that's coming since I'm suffering the punishment I gave to him. So, go awwn, start the moralizing.
Because, like it or not, everyone and everything has a time, Moth. And you can't be certain. Death is something many of us don't know about. We have to take it on faith. You and yours know more of the realm of spirits than we mortals do, but we mortals learn to use faith and trust in that future for when the time comes. None of us likes the idea of dying, but we learn to accept it, even if we fear it. You need to learn to trust again, yourself.
You don't know him like I do. But I'll leave it to you to pursue or not as you wish. His feelings are his to reveal, and yours to find. Though I warn you, if you seek them, do not do so in your usual manner. You've seen what it does to people. And you know what you really need to do. I leave it to you to decide whether to act on that knowledge.
Perhaps. But then there is another aspect you forget to consider, the aspect of time and how it can often change a person's perspective. I believe him to be different from when first you knew him. He acts the brusque aggressive giant, but I think you and I both know what really lies beneath. His fellow Romani certainly did.
Moth: *eyes still narrowed* True...
Dearshul: *points discretely to this encounter while keeping an eye on Moth's reactions* Huh. Nothing comes to mind.
Dearshul: *points discretely to this encounter while keeping an eye on Moth's reactions* Huh. Nothing comes to mind.
But not always. Sure, we're all open to receive hurt and pain at times. That doesn't mean that there can't be joy, too. Maybe you should start trusting that some of those moments can come along without having to worry about the negatives. I find faith does wonders. *I chuckle as I flick the bell and it rings out crystal clear*
Moth: Faith is a hard thing to have when you're used to disappointment. *gasps as the donkey form recedes with a shudder, and then crosses her arms with pursed lips* But maybe you hhhhhaaa-aaave a point. *she feels her throat and glares at Dearshul* Naaawt funny.
Dearshul: *shrugs* It's a temporary side-effect. Remember the residue of the spell you saddled me with? You're getting off lightly.
Dearshul: *shrugs* It's a temporary side-effect. Remember the residue of the spell you saddled me with? You're getting off lightly.
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