
This was meant to be a tribute song for the girl I was with when her mom died; however, due to what she did to me, it will never be presented to her.
Music © Shawn Badolian
Music © Shawn Badolian
Category Music / Other Music
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 120 x 120px
File Size 4.18 MB
Sorry you got hurt. Not sure what was done, but clearly, it left a mark.
I don't know how well you knew her mother, but if you got on well with her, it might be worth presenting the piece to the girl anyways. As a parting gift to the mother, a final goodbye to the girl, and an easing of your own heart and soul. Then again, I don't know all the details, you might have thought it over several times.
You have a way with making some powerful pieces, and pretty much everything I've ever heard you make, I've loved. This was no exception. There was, as I would describe it, a very spiritual air to the work that connects past memories with the world beyond, and does so powerfully.
I hope you're doing alright, and that you can get over things soon. I hope the future from now, is much better.
I don't know how well you knew her mother, but if you got on well with her, it might be worth presenting the piece to the girl anyways. As a parting gift to the mother, a final goodbye to the girl, and an easing of your own heart and soul. Then again, I don't know all the details, you might have thought it over several times.
You have a way with making some powerful pieces, and pretty much everything I've ever heard you make, I've loved. This was no exception. There was, as I would describe it, a very spiritual air to the work that connects past memories with the world beyond, and does so powerfully.
I hope you're doing alright, and that you can get over things soon. I hope the future from now, is much better.
I thought about it. I didn’t know her mother but knew she meant a lot to her. Basically she told me she loved me, treated me like she did, and I fell in love with her. After her mom passed she said she needed space, didn’t want anyone around, but that she was not breaking up with me. This went on for four months, during which she slept with several guys, and even had a new boyfriend. Found out from one of her friends she was keeping on the side in case her new boyfriend didn’t work out. In the end I decided against giving her this because I don’t think she’d care, and also she’s a terrible person whom I want nothing more to do with.
Oh damn that's really rough! I'm sorry to hear that.
Though it's amazing you didn't succumb to dark thoughts and wrote an upliftung, powerful composition instead. I would have composed (well I did) a very dark, depressing piece, yet you managed to fight through.
Those kinds of pieces are the best, the ones with a personal connection and a deeper meaning. This pieces perfectly conveys your emotions. I really enjoyed listening to it.
Best of luck to you, I hope things will change for the better.
Though it's amazing you didn't succumb to dark thoughts and wrote an upliftung, powerful composition instead. I would have composed (well I did) a very dark, depressing piece, yet you managed to fight through.
Those kinds of pieces are the best, the ones with a personal connection and a deeper meaning. This pieces perfectly conveys your emotions. I really enjoyed listening to it.
Best of luck to you, I hope things will change for the better.
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