Hunting, such is the way of life. Zhere is no ozher way i and zhe dusk striker would wish to live our existence. My clan are against outside culture, to zhe point of keeping language to growls and ozher feral noises. I have little idea of why i had zhe curiosity of learning zhe language of urban species. I guess i was always more open minded, but zhat open mind brought trouble as i was forbidden to continue my research under threat of banishment.


Sometime i ask if i did zhe right choice, leaving my home and people, it all changed when i met zhe purple one and her tools of destruction. While i zhink she is too extreme, i can see reason in her action, it is true zhat our kind is often treated like worthless rats, killed and sometime sold for our meat. Somehow i doubt she only does zhis for her people, it feels like she does it because it brings her pleasure to kill, or maybe somezhing of her past forces her to go as violent and careless for innocent lives as well as zhe yinglet haters?


Zhe regret of my past slowly vanished when i met zhe strangest of zhem all, Nyrei. he... well she is quite unique, zhe red of her fur , zhe appearance similar to mine wizh zhe eyes. Dusk strikers never pretended to be anozher gender, zhat is something i see often with yinglets, zhey wear objects to fool or just pretend to be females, but wizh her fluffy tail Nyrei can easily lie about it.



She seems to care about me, and after many scold for calling her a he , we managed to get along strangely well. I never felt zhis warm feeling before, not even a good hunt brings me zhe same emotions as when i am near her. She took many zhing from our food supply for secret meals and as much as i do not approve, i do enjoy zhe actions.



Of course many roams around her and she does not chase zhem off, which makes me feel anger, i wish she could be more loyal to me if her confession of love were true... Maybe i am zhinking too much like a non yinglet , not all seems to cherish a life of one partner and being loyal, it is more lust zhat droves zhem to be toghezher.


As for my duty, i am teaching zhe recruits on zhe art of hunting, and how to make traps, track a prey and tools to use. I am aware my fancy coat zhat Patriarch Vandrid did to me is not good for day hunt, but as soon as my boys are raised good for zhe dawn crew, i shall teach zhe dusk hunters to hunt. After all i am dusk striker not dawn striker, i miss zhe moonlight guiding me to a prey. Maybe i'll even put dye of zhem so zhey look like my clan, so i feel more at home.


My oppinion of zhe ozher high rank member, well Vandrid is careless about anyone feeling but himself or Neeva. His fire is not only for zhe forge, he has a burning passion to be wizh Neeva, love for sharing zhe same hatred? I envy zhat, Nyrei does not like when i talk of my hunting trips, hates zhe story of violence hahaha.


Zenyar is simply rude, he lives his life for his books, but unlike me who use knowledge to become better, he uses it to rub it at people face. Him and his followers he trains to teach knowledge to zhe rest, zhey all act high and mighty and i wish i could bite zhem hard. Plus Zenyar keeps calling Nyrei a male on purpose to anger her, and to push his ideology zhat no one who is born a specific gender, can pretend to be zhe ozher one. Maybe one day i will beat respect out of him.



As for Neeva, she rarely speak to me as i rarely speak to her, i do my job and am not one to talk to many. Nyrei is zhe only person i socialize long with, zhe rest get a few word and zhen i leave. She seems to be fighting against herself a lot, sometime even vanish for a day only to return wizhout telling anyone where she was, only a smile on her face to quickly vanish when she wears her armor back on.




I do wish zhe enclave grows larger and larger, and someday we wont need to remain away from city, zhat people will treat us equally and not as vermin. One day i shall return home and convince my clan to join me, to embrace new culture so zhat i can keep an eye on zhem as well, i always fear zhe worst when i am away from people. Nightmares of seeing everyone dead because i was not good enough at my job.. but zhat is simply dreams ... hopefully.

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3rd Patriarch done for backstory, only one remaining then i make Neeva full backstory as small piece by piece will take too long.



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yinglet species belongs to  valsalia