This is another quote inspired piece that I finished before the end of the school year. I took the quote from a very good movie: "Event Horizon". I recommend this movie, but please be at least 17, it is very gory.
I'm supposed to be an author, yet most of my gallery items are digital drawings. I promise I will get back to writing soon, the problem is that I did most of my writing and drawing on school computers and school issued iPads, which I do not have access to over the summer, but I will figure something out. I am working on a story right now, a sort of continuation of my first story, w/ fat themes. Enjoy this in the meantime.
Thank you!
I'm supposed to be an author, yet most of my gallery items are digital drawings. I promise I will get back to writing soon, the problem is that I did most of my writing and drawing on school computers and school issued iPads, which I do not have access to over the summer, but I will figure something out. I am working on a story right now, a sort of continuation of my first story, w/ fat themes. Enjoy this in the meantime.
Thank you!
Category Artwork (Digital) / Abstract
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Okay, okay, so this isn't so much directed at this piece as it is your body of work and how you present yourself.
I have a hard time phasing the extent your self loathing is ironic. If some portion of it isn't ironic you are, at the very least, self aware about it.
Do you really dislike yourself as much as you seem too? Does posting about it help you cope?
Have you been seeking any help from medical professionals, and/or adults you trust?
I have a hard time phasing the extent your self loathing is ironic. If some portion of it isn't ironic you are, at the very least, self aware about it.
Do you really dislike yourself as much as you seem too? Does posting about it help you cope?
Have you been seeking any help from medical professionals, and/or adults you trust?
Hehe, thanks for the concern. Yeah I know that I'm somewhat ironic about my angst and self aware about how what seems like an attempt to fall out of the societal norm I fall into the societal stereotypes that depressed teens call into. I guess I might acknowledge that in hopes to either lighten the mood with an ironic twist or to somehow use an odd type of reverse psychology to make it seem even more serious. I don't even know half of the time.
Yeah, I kinda just hate myself. I have seeked professional help and even tried medication, but nothing seems to work. I guess I have been using platforms like this to cope, I feel like I am part of something and feel appreciated when people acknowledge that I have created something even if it sucks. Thank you for either your concern or curiosity, sorry I ended up using you to vent and discuss some issues with you but I actually really needed this right now, so the questions are much appreciated.
If you don't mind me asking, why are you curious about how my mental state seeps into my work and online presence? And also, how are you doing?
Yeah, I kinda just hate myself. I have seeked professional help and even tried medication, but nothing seems to work. I guess I have been using platforms like this to cope, I feel like I am part of something and feel appreciated when people acknowledge that I have created something even if it sucks. Thank you for either your concern or curiosity, sorry I ended up using you to vent and discuss some issues with you but I actually really needed this right now, so the questions are much appreciated.
If you don't mind me asking, why are you curious about how my mental state seeps into my work and online presence? And also, how are you doing?
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