Not feeling so good lately, but art helps...

I feel so useless..... like i am..... not good for anything..... a few days ago my ex sent a bragging text anout how he had gotten a great job interview in Oslo and looked forward to a bright future...... idk why I let stuff affect me as much....

I just want things to be okay. For someone to say "yes, we do need you!".
I want to Contribute.....

I know what people might say to cheer me up, but at the moment I am unsure how much effect that would have..... I wish somwonw would just hold me tight and just do that till I felt better.....