wowwwww this is beautiful <3

Thank you a ton! means a lot coming from an artist I used to look up to LOL. I remember I would silently watch your stuff as a young teen and would had never expected to have you be watching mine back. Might sound childish or creepy, but it does make one feel like I have reached an improvement.

this is absolutely gorgeous !!

Thank you a lot! I am really happy with the pose, I rarelly draw laying poses but I had fun.

This is gorgeous! If it’s s vent, though, I hope you’re doing alright 💞

I would not necessarily call this vent, but I write down a bit of explanation to a reply down here if wondering! usually my vents involve my repressed anger. It is rare for me to be sad, actually I rarely am, and it is even more rare for me to do sad art even through it might appear. I love drawing somewhat emotional art? brings me happiness, might sound strange. Currently I am fine! thank you for the concern through, means a lot, like tons!! This was actually a random colored doodle in between commissions. Sometimes I am drawing commissions or art to others and in between I get random ideas that I end up coloring by the end. A lot of my art comes out unplanned.

Oh that totally makes sense, I get what you mean. And you executed the concept very well! Glad to hear you’re doing fine ^__^

I appreciate you showing of sympathy a lot however. People tend to forget I am human too because I display a headstrong personality.

If this is related to the last piece relating to water, please, if you think you may have ptsd, please find a professional to discuss it with. If you already have, or are seeking one, I wish you the best of luck, and I'm sure I speak for all your fans when I say I'm proud of you.
sending much love and care. I hope you'll be ok <3

Ohhh do not worry please! means a lot to know someone relates or thinks it relates to my older drawing, It isnt the case through! I am fine, mentally. Actually I am someone with a really strong mental stability, I also went to the ocean the next day to swim again. I will always love the ocean despite the ocassion, I dont fear water. I told some friends I felt entirelly happy after the incident, its hard to describe, but it isnt or I didnt take it as a negative experience. Back to this picture the phrase used here "still water runs deep" is usually refered to a person who says little, but who might in fact know a lot. I might not speak of a lot of stuff, but I am always watching. I feel like I am underwater always, suffocating with what I can not let out, but at the same time relieved because I know that what revolts inside of it can be hurtful to others and that it will never come out. I am the type of person that silently watches. I fell like I am always alone lurking under this layer I have created upon myself, but relieved because I am prone to hurt others. Its like befriending your own monsters but not letting others in. Its more deep than that but that would imply me to type a lot and I have a problem of typing much as you can see here LOL.

oh ok thats good! I'm glad, the beach is an awesome place to clear your head and relax so I'm very glad that hasn't been sullied for you uwu and dont you worry about typing a lot! you're doing your best to explain the situation and i very much appreciate it ;w; I was worried, myself, that I would come off as weird so I'm glad you were able to see my concern cx

Omg no never feel worried of saying out what troubles your mind! people tend not to tell me stuffs like this because I display a headstrong personality so when ever someone does it kinda adds calm to my soul, its like hey someone didnt forget I am human too. Thank you a ton