Title: Fire
or (For a Dying Spirit)

aahhh...

if i told you my brain is fried?

I dont know why i painted this,
I thought I wont be making anything for a while.
Yesterday was crazy, and have'nt sleep well.
and blame this on Bohemian Rhapsody

but here I am, posting this,
I was bored and made some initial random doodle.
and then i saw this form inside my head.

the painting could bea reflection of myself,
and my emotional state.

umm......

I did wrote this tho,

////

Living in lies,
to continuosly die every day
When will my flesh be renewed

Is my face covered in innocent Blood?

Please let me play my songs again,
or let me die.

Im lying
I am a lier.

Who can save me
And set a point of difference.

Innocent blood is all over my face.

You talk with the spirit.
But your spirit is dying.

Let it all end.
And let them start the fire again.

Let me die,

This is not mine,
I took it,
Now the burden of it,
is upon me.

/////

I definitely dont know what im doing.
Neither I know why I effort my hands for doing it,
what looks too my eyes as vain.

It seems it cannot be stopped,
is a curse that has been unleashed.

////

I just think im running the most crazy experiment inside my head.

/////

Whatever..... i just want to comeback
and paint forever.

v01 23/07/2019

Posted using PostyBirb