HELLO! I'm so very emotionally overwhelmed! But in a good way.
Got home last night
I suddenly went abscent again, cause sis came to pick me up to capital city a LOT sooner than i thought, she woke me up with her car honkin
the title.. well hue hue hue i went to capital city cause i had a ticket to rammstein concert >:3c
It was a jawdropping spectacle, we were in near the stage (despite the crowd being 45k ppl), it's really an event that sways you to the absolute core. There are a lot of videos on YT of the tour, but no video can do the show any justice.
aaand... welll we got invited to the afterparty in backstage among 30 other people, it still feels like somethingtoo unreal. The lead guitarist hung out with us and we cracked some jokes with him. I still cannot connect to the reality after this, really overwhelming.

Also my vision has gone bad from the blood pressure, i'm waiting for it to return to normal, but I'm also incredibly exhausted. It was days of riding a bike to concert and that island almost everyday and plus drinking everyday (guests or being guests).
And the fact we got attacked by a drug junkie after the concert didn't help at all, thankfully he was so blitz out of his mind that he didn't pull a knife on us, but still it was fairly traumatic.

But now I am home and warmed my hand up for art with this piece, but now is time for sleep, cause blood pressure meds startin to work