i've been so confused lately.
he's in my dreams still. i wake up sometimes think it's in the past and not today. i'm so scared i'm clinging to old feelings, hoping like i do. that hope has gotten me through so much. i know the person hurt doing what they did.
i'm just clinging to that small bit of hope that when they come back maybe they'll be their old self. maybe they'll want my friendship.
they said they were one of the most forgiving people out there but can you forgive yourself when you're so easily able to forgive others?

^confusion