♦☺>The Artwork

Title: Failure
Or (Zero)
Or (Beat up)
Or (pongale cero)

Type: Painting
From the "Let´s Go back and finish what we started" series

Duration:
Painting Started on
2019-08-02
Thursday, August 8, 2019
9:31 PM

23 days
About 6 hours

♦☺>Story

That day…. I tried to do a nice painting and failed
Did this…..hid it.

On another day I decided to finally upload it and wrote

-
"Today I tried to do a nice painting and failed.

But I had this ugly painting hidden.

Amm….
so I upload now,
I know it sucks and is ugly
But I Have to upload it anyways,

Already spent time on it……
And…..what am I supposed to with it?

I know is not worth to spend more time on it.
There is no use in hiding it….
and then what?

Have to face it,
deal with it."
-

But I didn't upload it.

BUT NOW…

They told…me…….

That it is when I am the most tired,
that Is when I must carry on.

That if I can barely stand my ground while things are so soft,
What I'm supposed to do, when the fire starts burning.

To keep your wits…

And today…..again
It tried to do another painting and failed.
so I have finally decided to upload this instead.

This is it.

/////

I must upload it
To keep on going.

I am so sorry…
I…..
..
If I could talk about why this came out from me.
I wish I could….
…..

Kind of reminds me to Space Jam tho,
hehehehehehe

"ay que bruto! Pongale Cero!"
-El Chavo

//////

Failure my friend,
Losing……

Over and over again.

They call you a failure,
They say you are useless.

They hate you, they punch you
they hit you and then hurt your feelings.
then they annihilate your dreams and hopes.

I know the pain,
The desperation.

Wanting to get out,
To work for it...
and lose.

But, To finally get it right,
That is the reward of never giving up.

"Stand you ground.
Do not swim away
Do not act afraid.
……
If you want to change the world
Don't back down from the sharks"
- William McRaven , US Navy Admiral

/////

Is very important for me to tell that during this month
I have had a very hard problem with myself

have done many paintings, and lots of them, like this one
are hidden.
they are dated, they have meanings
and messages,

making me wonder if they were or are meant for someone.

and have feel very bad i have not been
able to finish them,

I have not been skillful enough to win against my ego,
and upload them on the proper time.

I have tried to get order in my life.
to find a way to do things right.

Im trying....
but falling into desperation,
is very easy.

V06 25-08-2019

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