It seems when everything is going wrong and you dont have the strength to stand on your own, life seems to throw something from the past who is happly willing to give u a hand.

saddly till i have recovered and i stop reliveing the memories and fearing the what ifs, I cant take that help up. The closest i can get to what i want, is to to take a pen to paper, and draw what i yurn for :3 but that in and of its self is hope