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Previous | First | NextIf I told you my form was changed, you would probably just shrug it off, considering my known ability, but what if I told you, it was forced on me, but even still I kept a smile?
My species was unique... still is, but what I am, even more so. I became like this... this... succubat, against my will by a person I call a friend. Do I hold a grudge against them? No, I don't. In fact, I love them, more than before.
People say when you become one, your mind is altered from its previous state to something new. Honestly? I don't feel any change at all. Aside from switching hives, I've felt pretty much the same, even after being gifted this parasite addition.
It took a while getting used to having a third eye, even more getting used to trying to rid myself of this chitin like skin they form on you.
Everything else seemed... okay.
Well... okay, when I’m around others of my 'kind'. I'm shy and quiet... I don't speak up much, but it's nice knowing they are around. I feel safe. Some of my friends are okay with this change. They question it but otherwise is quite accepting of the change. Then there are others... yeah, the others.
I think the only thing that changed with me, is who I hung around, though not by choice.
It's amazing to learn how close you are to a person when they pull out a weapon and try to attack you. A friend they say...
Friends argue, they fight, they makeup, and enjoy a laugh with one another.
A friend would never pull a weapon and try to kill you because of your looks. Appearances change, but the person inside remains the same. Yet they don't seem to see this. I'm not the person they knew, not the person they came to love.
Yes, I look different, but why should that matter?
It hurts more when trying to visit local hangouts, only to have the eyes of people burn into you from a distance. Their hateful stares of distrust, disliking our kind. I can't say our methods of converting others is approved of within our society, but... I can honestly say, I've never been so happy in my life.
Maybe this happiness is fake, produced by my parasite partner, but honestly? I don't care. I just wish, it was easier to tell those I care about, those who won't listen, why I'm still me, and why I'm happy.
I'm still the person they grew up with, the person they befriended in school. So why put this distance between us because of how I look. We joked, had fun, played around, and now...
It hurts. It hurts a lot.
"But as I said, I'm happy. This is my happiness and this is my life. Whether you're here or not, I'll continue moving forward..."
"...but that doesn't mean, I can't continue to wish for you to see me smile."
Drawn By 6my | Succubats were created by malificus | Kyera 'Draus' Angelus belongs to kyeraangelus
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