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Thinking about things that have happened in the past, and of which I do not understand why in many cases, I have realized that people are worth keeping by your side and which are not, it is better to go ahead and leave things behind and people who put "sticks on the wheels."
The year is not over yet, but I consider that this has been when I have left the darkest stage of my life, which began years ago with my adolescence and has had ups and downs over the years.
2018 I reached the lowest point of that stage (due to many reasons, studies, family, friendships, etc). And it really ended badly, partly because I kept on destroying myself and separating myself from the people who tried to help me (to which I am more attached today, thanks guys)
My art has changed a lot over the last 2 years (I would like to say that it improved, but I still think it can be infinitely better) now I feel happier with what I can do, and I want to see what I do in a year , really drawing has helped me a lot, especially practicing with the YCHs of the sergals (thank you very much to those who bought them for me)
Lately several people (by amino, Fa, telegram and instagram) have asked me if I made commissions, or if I had them open, which has made me think that maybe my art begins to be something "salable" or that it passes the minimum quality that It makes people like my art, and receiving those comments from (although few) several people who are not in any close circle of friendships, made me quite happy to see that there were people who were willing to pay me for something I could do . It is a difficult feeling to describe. The thing is that I still do not see myself ready to fully open my commissions, nor make a price chart in good condition. I need to improve more for myself to know that if someone buys me something in the future, that what someone buys me is not bullshit. Even so, I also thank those who have been asking me this for a long time, really thanks
Also, I had (and I have) the 'Morbus' project in stand-by, but occasionally I make new pages to have a lot of these pre-made when I start publishing that story that I want to tell everyone.
Lies have been told about me, by people who had no reason for it, and those lies have splashed close friends. If you say, something about me behind me, good or bad, I don't care, but don't make up lies about me or my close people.
Missing a group of friends I had in 2017 that group made me feel much better for a while, as a family, the pity is that I did not endure drama of the group, nor mine, and now everything has changed and gone to the shit, I miss those laughs, and evenings with those people, what a shame to be an asshole, and childish (someone was right after all).
As a last thought, I can only say that the world is moving forward, and we all have to move forward with it, staying in the past is a mistake, and I am the one who keeps making the same mistake over and over again, as I always do, I try to improve myself day to day, to be the best possible version of me. This has been a hard stage for me, which I will not forget, and from which I will learn many things for the future that awaits me, I have managed to get out of this shit, thanks to the support of many people.
This is probably the last vent I have done in a long time (I hope)
The year is not over yet, but I consider that this has been when I have left the darkest stage of my life, which began years ago with my adolescence and has had ups and downs over the years.
2018 I reached the lowest point of that stage (due to many reasons, studies, family, friendships, etc). And it really ended badly, partly because I kept on destroying myself and separating myself from the people who tried to help me (to which I am more attached today, thanks guys)
My art has changed a lot over the last 2 years (I would like to say that it improved, but I still think it can be infinitely better) now I feel happier with what I can do, and I want to see what I do in a year , really drawing has helped me a lot, especially practicing with the YCHs of the sergals (thank you very much to those who bought them for me)
Lately several people (by amino, Fa, telegram and instagram) have asked me if I made commissions, or if I had them open, which has made me think that maybe my art begins to be something "salable" or that it passes the minimum quality that It makes people like my art, and receiving those comments from (although few) several people who are not in any close circle of friendships, made me quite happy to see that there were people who were willing to pay me for something I could do . It is a difficult feeling to describe. The thing is that I still do not see myself ready to fully open my commissions, nor make a price chart in good condition. I need to improve more for myself to know that if someone buys me something in the future, that what someone buys me is not bullshit. Even so, I also thank those who have been asking me this for a long time, really thanks
Also, I had (and I have) the 'Morbus' project in stand-by, but occasionally I make new pages to have a lot of these pre-made when I start publishing that story that I want to tell everyone.
Lies have been told about me, by people who had no reason for it, and those lies have splashed close friends. If you say, something about me behind me, good or bad, I don't care, but don't make up lies about me or my close people.
Missing a group of friends I had in 2017 that group made me feel much better for a while, as a family, the pity is that I did not endure drama of the group, nor mine, and now everything has changed and gone to the shit, I miss those laughs, and evenings with those people, what a shame to be an asshole, and childish (someone was right after all).
As a last thought, I can only say that the world is moving forward, and we all have to move forward with it, staying in the past is a mistake, and I am the one who keeps making the same mistake over and over again, as I always do, I try to improve myself day to day, to be the best possible version of me. This has been a hard stage for me, which I will not forget, and from which I will learn many things for the future that awaits me, I have managed to get out of this shit, thanks to the support of many people.
This is probably the last vent I have done in a long time (I hope)
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