You okay man?

"all of it."

Life's a continuous fight u can't afford to lose I know the feeling

I can sympathize. Over the summer my dad was in the hospital
with possible viral meningitis. He got cleared of that, only to
be sent to a Cardiac floor to have a pacemaker installed. At
one point, I was so bone-deep exhausted, that I drove my
my mom and I home from the hospital, basically asleep
with my eyes open. It was sheer stupid luck we didn't get
into an accident.

Life isn't always easy but its always worth fighting for to keep going and live on

is this part of the story or??? i'm hoping you're okay, don't feel bad please!

Life is the greatest background noise

life

Just when I think I've got it made
And fate appears around the corner
My friends arrive and form a line
They all compete to fuck me over


Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know

Just when I think I'll make the grade
And all my darkest days are over
It's always then to my dismay
My friends arrive and it's all over


Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know

Don't forget
That I need you around
Like I need another
I need you
Like a hole in the head
Like I need another

Cig-cigarette

Just when I think I've got it made
And fate appears around the corner
My friends arrive and form a line
They all compete to fuck me over

Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know
Please save me from myself and rescue me from everyone I know

Don't forget
That I need you around
Like I need another
I need you
Like a hole in the head
Like I need another

Don't forget
That I need you around
Like I need another
I need you
Like a hole in the head
Like I need another

Cig-cigarette

There I go
Fall away from me
No one knows
Drifting over me
Here I go
Drift away with the smoke


Sorry for the wall of lyrics just when I saw this that tune just wouldn't get out of my head. Sorry to hear you are having a rough go of it and I know words from a stranger don't mean much but I hope you feel better soon.

https://youtu.be/4S521tvg5mM

I don't wanna face the day
I don't wanna face the day
I don't wanna face the day, the day, today

Long night leaves me stranded
Black vision, danger sign
No love, need protection
Feels like I'm on production line
Daggers of dawn, cold hearted day
Why does it have to be morning?
Cover my head, stayin' in bed
Too late, the luckless warning

I don't wanna face the day, the day, today
I don't wanna face the day, the day, today

Outside, screaming city
Red lights and hungry eyes
Sucks like a space invader
The vacuum of it's lies
Stealing my strength, stealing my time
It's raining in a world of traders
I don't wanna face the day
I don't wanna face the day

Let me keep on sleeping
Forget that I'm alone
One day of faceless living
Is 24 hours too long

I don't wanna face the day
I don't wanna face the day
I don't wanna face the day, the day, today

(Solo)

Give me the night, it's more forgiving
Hold back the light from my eyes
Please stay invisible darkness
Can't see the tears I cry
I know it's coming loaded with nothing
Trapped in a tunnel of time
I don't wanna face the day
I don't wanna face the day

I don't wanna face the day, the day, today
I don't wanna face the day, the day, today

I don't wanna face the day
Face the day
I don't wanna face the day
Don't wanna face the day
Ohh, face the day
Don't wanna face the day
Don't wanna face the day
Don't wanna face the day

The Angels

Its hard even when I'm not tired.

Reminds me of people I'd meet in San Fransisco.

Aw darling

Someone needs a beer and a hug.