This is not my usual stuff. So don't go looking in here if that's what you're after. TW for depression and death.

I'm trying to write something more in line with the stuff you guys (presumably) come to me for. Maybe if some of that could make it out of my head and onto the page, you'll see something soon. This... this is me trying to understand my life as of late.

Someone has to see it. I feel alone and crazy when I try to describe this stuff. Maybe if you could see it from my perspective, it will make sense to you.

I hope it gets across. I know it's not the right stage for something like this, but it's a story I needed to tell regardless.

Thank you for watching me. I really do appreciate the validation of my talent for writing it provides, because I could never give that to myself.