hey guys. it's been...kind of a rough couple of days, so i needed to vent a little. apologies if this is out of the blue.

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I smile sometimes because crying hurts too much
I cry sometimes because smiling hurts too much
I'm happy to hide my feelings of resentment
I'm mad because I'm happy something happened

Idiot, Idiot, Idiot
Like a record in my head
Idiot, Idiot, Idiot
Every scratch just adds to the pain

My emotions are mine!
Why else would I feel the way I do?
Don't tell me what to do
Don't tell me what to do

Everything spins out of control
One day will bring hope
For now however
I'll hold onto my broken emotion

Freedom? How stupid are you?
Reaching for something
That just brings more pain
I still have to try, don't I?

Emotion and Freedom
One day, one day, one day
Emotion and Freedom
That day, I'll return the pain twofold

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