This was one of the first pictures I had done by

This is one the hardest stories of my life, but as some of my other pictures have said, I grew up in a shithole, no one thought i was going ot be anything, trash is nothing more then trash, i thought that about myself for a very long time. I got picked on at school, because my dad was a drunk, and while my older brothers were still around it was easy, they would just go kick people's asses, but once they left... well things got hard, but one day after school a boy named Brandon chased off my bullies, and well... I feel in love with Brandon, I thought he was the most Amazing guy, and that maybe he, and I could have a life together, it was a real sweet time in my life, but then we got out of high school, and I loved in with Brandon, it was only then I saw him for who he truly was, Brandon loved to drink, and would leave me at home, slowly we started to drift apart, we would fight more, and more, and more, then one night he hit me... The police were called, and i didn't press charges. I Loved him, but one night I went out with some Girlfriends, and stumbling home a little drunk, I came home to hear Brandon fucking someone else in our tailor, it's this night this picture was based off of. it was midsummer, and the fireflies were out, I walked out to the field next to the park, and had a smoke, it was there when i knew I had to change my life, it was there i knew i had to go, Brandon is now in prison, and i'm half way across the country, I work hard to try and make it through school, but i'll always remember the night when i knew i had to get out of there, and that I would never let anyone treat me like a punching bag ever again.