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mkkaayy. . . where to start on this one. . .
(for starters, there's a tl;dr at the very bottom of the description)
I'm gonna give all the background information, though I know a few of you alrady know it.
I am. .. Liquid in my gender- this . . . Is very much the basis for many of my insecurities- and none of them are physical. I am fine with my appearance, I am fine with my given gender, my eyesight, my limitations. the biggest qualm that I have is the 20 lbs i gained in about 18 or so months, which is unhealthy- but otherwise- everything is fine there.
It's more. . . Mental.
I look in the mirror in the morning, and based on who and what I see in the mirror, my mindset that day goes one of two ways. (this is what I have observed moreso than what I have decided.)
If I see a male (with tits, of course, can't get rid of the tits)
then that day I will usually be happy enough- self confident. . . these are all fine and dandy.
but those days I am also usually an asshole.
WHen I see a woman in the mirror, I am usually depessed, Self COnscious. . . sort of all around a wreck.
The male part of my personality has been dominant recently- I am in fact an asshole, better than everybody else, Confident, but easily jealous. Angry. if not angry then happy. but. . . mostly a self-righteous asshole.
The female is actually the part of me that I have spent many years trying to shun- though now that I think of it I'm not sue why- she's. . . the one that gives a shit about anybody. The one that knows when I am doing something wrong but cannot do anything to fix it. SHe is weak, but she is understanding - she is emotional and she is quiet. She is. . . easily broken and easily taken advantage of.
I was very much an asshole yesterday- the idea of being taken down a few notches from my high horse occurred to me. I began to sketch, and the male-female aspects emerged into the art wen i started to realize certain parallels in the gender associations.
This is not a representation of what has happened, but a representation of something that needs to happen. the male must be knocked down and taught to work with the female.
I do not know if i can do it, but I'm going to try.
tl;dr: "I'm Kickin' My ass!"
(as a side note, I have not looked in a mirror yet today, but this doesn't effect which person I am- moreso the person i see in the mirror is a reflection of my mindset a that moment in time)
(for starters, there's a tl;dr at the very bottom of the description)
I'm gonna give all the background information, though I know a few of you alrady know it.
I am. .. Liquid in my gender- this . . . Is very much the basis for many of my insecurities- and none of them are physical. I am fine with my appearance, I am fine with my given gender, my eyesight, my limitations. the biggest qualm that I have is the 20 lbs i gained in about 18 or so months, which is unhealthy- but otherwise- everything is fine there.
It's more. . . Mental.
I look in the mirror in the morning, and based on who and what I see in the mirror, my mindset that day goes one of two ways. (this is what I have observed moreso than what I have decided.)
If I see a male (with tits, of course, can't get rid of the tits)
then that day I will usually be happy enough- self confident. . . these are all fine and dandy.
but those days I am also usually an asshole.
WHen I see a woman in the mirror, I am usually depessed, Self COnscious. . . sort of all around a wreck.
The male part of my personality has been dominant recently- I am in fact an asshole, better than everybody else, Confident, but easily jealous. Angry. if not angry then happy. but. . . mostly a self-righteous asshole.
The female is actually the part of me that I have spent many years trying to shun- though now that I think of it I'm not sue why- she's. . . the one that gives a shit about anybody. The one that knows when I am doing something wrong but cannot do anything to fix it. SHe is weak, but she is understanding - she is emotional and she is quiet. She is. . . easily broken and easily taken advantage of.
I was very much an asshole yesterday- the idea of being taken down a few notches from my high horse occurred to me. I began to sketch, and the male-female aspects emerged into the art wen i started to realize certain parallels in the gender associations.
This is not a representation of what has happened, but a representation of something that needs to happen. the male must be knocked down and taught to work with the female.
I do not know if i can do it, but I'm going to try.
tl;dr: "I'm Kickin' My ass!"
(as a side note, I have not looked in a mirror yet today, but this doesn't effect which person I am- moreso the person i see in the mirror is a reflection of my mindset a that moment in time)
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
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File Size 402.2 kB
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