Oh boy, about time I posted something.
So update time:

No, I am not dead.
Life became SUPER stressful for me and my Depression hit like a goddamn TRUCK so I have just been out of it for SO LONG, not helped by housing issues (our electrics are pretty bollocks, and our neighbors keep throwing oil/fats and their kid's wet wipes down the drain like they're not supposed to and make our pipes clog!) add to that I've had a couple dental problems, nothing too serious but enough to have set my anxiety off on high alert so that's been pressing enough on my mind to keep me from being active too and I've recently been on 5 weeks of a course.

BUT some good news!
I've been playing Sword and Shield, as a Brit I am LOVING all the touches and details in it, just, ugh, A+ and I was thinking of making a maximum of 6 pokemon characters (Y'know like a team) for preggin' so a Obstagoon and Toxtricity are likely on the way!
It's also TEN days til my Birthday! God I'm gonna be 25, fuck dude. Oof.

In short, I'm very tired, it's taking a bit to get back into drawing but I'm very slowly on some path to relative normalicy again just about.