(rally blury and sad description sorry)

This year got me to feel really really good and really really bad.

My life flow changed A LOT. After years of school i moved out from my family, got to do what i wanted to do, got to live with people i love and work how i want. I felt the happiest i ever been so far in my life.

I finnaly feel just how much i lke to draw, i finally love what i draw and it feels incredeble. I became more confident with my art, i'm not afraid to fail anymore, i just keep changing until i love the drawing and i enjoy the proces so much too.

My self-doubt gradually decreased and decreases still. I like my face more, i look at myself differently now. I newer took so much pics of myself in a year ahah. Starting to think that im kinda good looking oof.

This year is also beated me up pretty hard. But it's going to be okay. I found and lost a bunch of things and people as an adult. My first grown up year got me hursh! But it'll be okay.

It's ok to cry
I'm just 20
i just know that
that i'll be all right someday
i know that i will stop crying and will be really happy again
and you will

Have a good one, wherever you are.