this is for my admin, ex boyfriend and best friend

It's been a while since I finished with you Sammy and if I'm honest it still hurts but I don't get carried away by my emotions and let our friendship go to waste.

I really miss you so much and I'm still wondering the same thing and I'm wondering if you will give me another chance to stay with you as a boyfriend one day and although I will be aware of your response I was always happy with you even if we behave like assholes and laugh at it, fight Ridiculous and good times we had together and I would like to give you a merry Christmas for you and your family, thank you for being my best friend and supporting me for good times and bad times.