''Aya'' what seems to be troubling you my dear? You are usually acting like Zyl around, i do not enjoy seeing one of my child sad, come lay on me and tell me what has been haunting your mind.


''Shizame'' It....its just..... i don't know anymore.. Im so fucking sick of life itself damnit! Why do i even bother.


''Aya'' another person has refused to pay after you completed their bounty because of your eyes?


''Shizame'' I risk my damn life every fucking day for those shit eaters and i never get a fucking thank you, why should i keep doing it.


''Aya'' because you have a good heart my child, we told all the little ones we adopted that life will not be pleasant because of your eyes . They are feared and the fearsome general did not help people to accept them either.


''Shizame'' You can tell us that but you don't know how truly hard it is to live with them, your life is all sunshine and rainbows in comparison.


''Aya'' That is incorrect my dear, i may not act like it anymore.... but me and Zyl have committed many many atrocities in the name of the general. I was not always the woman you see before you today , i was ruthless, i killed innocents in horrific ways , even children with a smile to my face . I have killed many allies who regretted their actions seeing them as heretics , weaklings that tainted our strong clan. My bloodlust knew no limits, i felt indestructible.


''Shizame'' Why did you stop? Was it when you met Zyl?


''Aya'' I tried to kill an entire village alone to prove i was the superior genes of my race , it was nothing to be proud about, they were farmers not warriors, it mattered little to me as i covered the soil in their blood. I would have still been this fearsome warrior if it were not to the beast who tore my arm off. First time a creature made me fear for my life, Zyl saved me that day ..... twice, as i tried to take my own life, being useless now to our great general.


''Shizame'' Who was that great general?


''Aya'' she was killed and we made sure everything was buried, we do not speak the name or tell any of the actions the general did...... Not that it matters much as one of our child took its place. But let us not burden your mind more with life horrible events. Where were we? Oh yes, when Zyl prevented me to end my life, he suggested we deserted. I wanted to kill him at first because i would rather die with my honor intact.... But is there any honor is killing children? I think not .



''Shizame'' You were a warrior too? How come you never taught me any techniques?


''Aya'' The warrior in me died a long time ago, it only awaken when i must save the life of another cursed eyes child. You know Shizame that we are very proud of you right?


''Shizame'' proud? Of what? Failing to kill a crimelord, get a collar slapped around my neck and forced to be a servant half a week, Save people life only for them wishing they were dead than saved by me.... Fuck them all to the deepest pit of agony.


''Aya'' that is why we are proud of you, you could have turned against them, murder innocents for the way they treated you, the flame of hatred did not consume you as deep down, even if you try to act like Zyl you are an innocent nevrean. Risking your life to save many, you put me and Zyl to shame hahaha!


''Shizame'' i guess so.....


''aya'' Shizame dear.... promise me you will not change for the worst, do not become like Malezka and the others, none can change the belief of all by proven them rights, show them mutated individual are not all sick and twisted, they can show compassion too.


''Shizame'' Aya..... can i just rest like this for a while?


''aya'' of course dear

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