Happy New Year to all!

This year was quite difficult for me.
A lot of bad things happened, perhaps too much for me alone.

I’ll quickly summarize the key points of this year:
I had to rent an apartment with my girlfriend and boyfriend, but it so happened that he lived alone. Because of the rent, sometimes there was not enough money for food, but my mental condition improved greatly, I did not have nightmares.
 I fell down the stairs and almost broke my leg, at the same time my girlfriend left us, I was dependent on my boyfriend. When I was first able to go out to the grocery store on my own, my neighbor lured me into his apartment, and then he locked the door and began to behave completely inappropriately(He found out about my LGBT identity). I barely as left his house. It's a miracle I didn't get hurt.
I locked myself in my house and was afraid to leave the apartment, I felt bad with my heart and had no money for doctors and food delivery to the house, which made me even more dependent on my boyfriend. He knew all my passwords, transferred his stuff to my house and decided to take advantage of the fact that I feel bad and how much I am dependent on him.
He wanted me to buy him VR glasses from the money that I saved for a new laptop, he brought me to a pre-infarction state, I wasn’t sane and had to go to the hospital.
I agreed on everything, including the purchase of what he wanted.
I completely lost the ability to think soberly when I realized that I had lost money for a laptop and for renting food, that I did not know what else my boyfriend was capable of for his own benefit. Because of all this, I ventured to write help posts with a very inadequate text where I indicated everything except the situation with my boyfriend because he controlled my FA too.
It was really difficult to survive and I managed only thanks to the people sitting on Furffiniti, thank you very much.
(Now I am completely independent of my ex-boyfriend and only now I can freely talk about the whole situation in the summer emergency commissions.)
Thanks to my friend from my city, I was hired for a real job in Kazazfilm when I urgently needed money. At first, I was very happy that I was generally taken without normal documents (I thought that I would never find work in real life) where I worked for a penny and they humiliated me. I painted backgrounds(august) for two cartoon series at their studio, sometimes sketching portraits of my characters (June) during lunch breaks or stayed after work to finish old orders (July). The most difficult thing was that the drawing style was changed several times during the work process and they forced to redraw everything. It all ended with the producer threatening me reprisal when I said that legally I'm owe nothing more him and want to quit.
In the fall, I was invited not to officially help with college students where I studied a couple of years ago, the students don’t really like me (I make them study and work harder), I returned to painting with acrylic paints and am going to arrange an exhibition of paintings with my friend. Perhaps I will send you photographs if you are interested in traditional painting.
Also this year, it turned out that my mother was seriously ill. I would not like to talk about this in more detail, but I will say that the main problem now is not medical bills, but the incompetence and negligence of doctors. At the time of writing this post, I live with her and help her get through all this.

Well ... what else important happened this year? Oh, right!
I finally understood what style I want to draw and how to do it. I stepped away from the detail rendering of semi-realism and started making simple shadow and SPARKLINGS.
Oooh, damn how I love these sparkles.

I also want to thank some people:
  butterfly-dragon
  xKishori
  SpazmaticFanatic
  LiPanda
  Tarterino
  Valentine_Eisenberg
  ArinAdler
  MajimeSky
  Free-Opium
  Matemi

And also everyone else who supported and helped me during this year.