So uhhh, The title is a little self explanatory, And I make no secret about the fact that I am gay and a damn Sap. I was recently inspired a bit by listening to a BUNCH of other People talk about their coming out stories and realizing they were gay. So I wanted to do a journal mixing a bit of prose and a bit of art and kinda talk about my own experiences I've had with this. And maybe someone sees it and reads it and gets a little help when they need it. Or People can skim over it and just enjoy the art, but either way, I'm doing this thing.

So yeah. the first little bit of this I guess is I wanna talk about how being gay isn't a bad thing, but my up bringing and the like had convinced me that it was terrible and that it was a CARDINAL SIN. *Scare chord with a thunder noise* I'll get more on that in another post, but for now, Being gay was never really wrong or terrible like I was raised thinking it was. Just something that happens and exists, like all forms of love. But with my background and people who I lived and interacted with, It took me a long while to realize that. That I wasn't a terrible person for holding a candle for guys and that it was okay to be into who I was into. That that particular love wasn't something to be ashamed of in the slightest.