Mr Jeckson remembers that it's sometimes better not to try.



Although this is is totally something Jeckers would end up in, this is actually a bit of an emotional vent. The past is something of an emotional wilderness full of vicious horrors. Been trapped in there lately, haven't been able to really break out of thinking of how I've screwed things over. Lots of things I wish I didn't do, efforts I shouldn't have tried, friendships I've ruined, etc. Normally I'm able to walk it off, but this time not even sleep and dreams provide an escape. ... so yeah, apologies if I've said idiot things lately or come off as short-tempred or weird. =\