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As Yosh has gotten older, he has started to see how the world isn’t always kind nor fair. Grown-ups give him ‘strange looks’ while passing by his parents without even a “Hello!”. There are also times at [b]Quack Quack’s Learning Farm where many cubs are playing together, inviting others to play with them, and seeming to not acknowledge Yosh’s presence.
This wasn’t any bit of concern when Yosh was two years old. Lots of kids would come and play with him while adults would take time to provide him positive reinforcement. However, now that he was going on four years old, he is starting to feel like he’s not wanted and that his parents are being passed by because of him.
When Yosh’s sister, Winry, was hatched, things seemed to get happier around the house. She hatched at nearly the same size as Yosh at three years of age. Everyone would make a big fuss over her, say nice things while cleaning and dressing her up, and she seemed so much confident in herself than her not-so-big brother.
Yosh wanted what his not-so-little sister had. He wanted to feel smiles cast down upon him while not feeling so lonely in his age group at daycare. He did get attention but it was largely being asked things like, “What are you supposed to be?”, or “Shouldn’t you be back in the baby room?”. There were even some bullies who would take his glasses and throw them off in some direction that little Yosh had to figure out where they were before they got crunched.
Yosh was not a hitter and most of the daycare attendants didn’t have time to correct bad behaviors they were not able to see. So Yosh had to find a way to get back to his ‘Happy Place’.
First thing was to ditch his potty training. He had more ‘accidents’ than his peers but these were largely a result of being blocked from the bathroom, pushed to the floor, or just getting so lost in his own mind that his body did what it needed to do on auto-pilot.
Back in training pants, he started to get more attention. The caretakers noticed him more and the bullying went down as a result. However it didn’t totally stop and those who were just downright mean would make every effort to keep him from the potty. Yosh did as his parents told him by not hitting, pecking, or biting the mean kids. However the ‘use your words’ never stopped the bullies from seeing him as some form of ‘entertainment’ with the justification that he was a ‘freak’, or some sort of ‘mutant’ / ‘science experiment gone wrong’.
Yosh’s parents got him into therapy when they started to notice their son losing that ‘spark’ he once had before aging into the preschool level. They also had to put him back in diapers as he had totally gave up on his potty training after all the struggles he had at school while noticing his sister not having a care in the world.
The therapist advised the parents to grant their son a ‘hobby’ to get his mind off of those things that made him sad. So a quick trip to the local store for crayons, paper, and other supplies got Yosh into using his imagination to create what he desired most, a sense of belonging.
The therapist also advised to help Yosh find ‘comfort items’ so he could truly have a sense of ‘control’ in his young life. So they dug out his blankie and Lucca plush. Sometimes Yosh would go off on his own to his room to draw and other times he would be told to ‘draw what you feel’ when he was sobbing after a rough day of being teased.
“I hope Winry is liked,” he’d say while doodling an image of his sister and himself holding hands while smiling. “I no like being called names and being bullied.”
Yosh got more-and-more into his ‘therapeutic drawing’ and started to take a real liking to reading and writing as a result. He wanted to be able to further express his feelings through his ability to put what was in his head down on something to better show his parents, his therapist, and those around him how he felt. He’d often allow himself to be totally lost in that mind-to-paper activity that he’d soak his diapers through but think nothing of it as the warmth of the diaper, comfort of the Lucca plush and pillow, and safety from his ‘blankie’ meant he was fine. Plus, due to his age, he was wearing overnight diapers during the day and it took a lot of ‘accidents’ before he’d even take notice of needing changed. This allowed him to just work on his art and drawing for long periods of time, show it to his folks, and then get a diaper change complete with talk about what he drew and/or wrote.
By the time Yosh was five, he had started to build a ‘circle of friends’ who enjoyed his storytelling and admired how smart he was when it came to reading and writing. This increased his confidence and got him to return to his potty training. Though Winry rushing to set a new potty training record by the time she was 2.5 may have played into this, too. Winry hated her diapers and would always do what she could to get out of them while fighting when someone tried to get one back on her.
In time for first-grade, Yosh had regained his ability to wear ‘Pony Magic’ underoos! He was so happy and felt far more confident than he was at three years of age. He still was teased for his size, appearance, and babyish mannerisms. However the assurance of having real friends kept him from feeling bad for too long. He also delighted in making little stories, comics, and pictures to cheer his friends up when they felt sad, too.
luccaOriginal Piece - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34688314/
As Yosh has gotten older, he has started to see how the world isn’t always kind nor fair. Grown-ups give him ‘strange looks’ while passing by his parents without even a “Hello!”. There are also times at [b]Quack Quack’s Learning Farm where many cubs are playing together, inviting others to play with them, and seeming to not acknowledge Yosh’s presence.
This wasn’t any bit of concern when Yosh was two years old. Lots of kids would come and play with him while adults would take time to provide him positive reinforcement. However, now that he was going on four years old, he is starting to feel like he’s not wanted and that his parents are being passed by because of him.
When Yosh’s sister, Winry, was hatched, things seemed to get happier around the house. She hatched at nearly the same size as Yosh at three years of age. Everyone would make a big fuss over her, say nice things while cleaning and dressing her up, and she seemed so much confident in herself than her not-so-big brother.
Yosh wanted what his not-so-little sister had. He wanted to feel smiles cast down upon him while not feeling so lonely in his age group at daycare. He did get attention but it was largely being asked things like, “What are you supposed to be?”, or “Shouldn’t you be back in the baby room?”. There were even some bullies who would take his glasses and throw them off in some direction that little Yosh had to figure out where they were before they got crunched.
Yosh was not a hitter and most of the daycare attendants didn’t have time to correct bad behaviors they were not able to see. So Yosh had to find a way to get back to his ‘Happy Place’.
First thing was to ditch his potty training. He had more ‘accidents’ than his peers but these were largely a result of being blocked from the bathroom, pushed to the floor, or just getting so lost in his own mind that his body did what it needed to do on auto-pilot.
Back in training pants, he started to get more attention. The caretakers noticed him more and the bullying went down as a result. However it didn’t totally stop and those who were just downright mean would make every effort to keep him from the potty. Yosh did as his parents told him by not hitting, pecking, or biting the mean kids. However the ‘use your words’ never stopped the bullies from seeing him as some form of ‘entertainment’ with the justification that he was a ‘freak’, or some sort of ‘mutant’ / ‘science experiment gone wrong’.
Yosh’s parents got him into therapy when they started to notice their son losing that ‘spark’ he once had before aging into the preschool level. They also had to put him back in diapers as he had totally gave up on his potty training after all the struggles he had at school while noticing his sister not having a care in the world.
The therapist advised the parents to grant their son a ‘hobby’ to get his mind off of those things that made him sad. So a quick trip to the local store for crayons, paper, and other supplies got Yosh into using his imagination to create what he desired most, a sense of belonging.
The therapist also advised to help Yosh find ‘comfort items’ so he could truly have a sense of ‘control’ in his young life. So they dug out his blankie and Lucca plush. Sometimes Yosh would go off on his own to his room to draw and other times he would be told to ‘draw what you feel’ when he was sobbing after a rough day of being teased.
“I hope Winry is liked,” he’d say while doodling an image of his sister and himself holding hands while smiling. “I no like being called names and being bullied.”
Yosh got more-and-more into his ‘therapeutic drawing’ and started to take a real liking to reading and writing as a result. He wanted to be able to further express his feelings through his ability to put what was in his head down on something to better show his parents, his therapist, and those around him how he felt. He’d often allow himself to be totally lost in that mind-to-paper activity that he’d soak his diapers through but think nothing of it as the warmth of the diaper, comfort of the Lucca plush and pillow, and safety from his ‘blankie’ meant he was fine. Plus, due to his age, he was wearing overnight diapers during the day and it took a lot of ‘accidents’ before he’d even take notice of needing changed. This allowed him to just work on his art and drawing for long periods of time, show it to his folks, and then get a diaper change complete with talk about what he drew and/or wrote.
By the time Yosh was five, he had started to build a ‘circle of friends’ who enjoyed his storytelling and admired how smart he was when it came to reading and writing. This increased his confidence and got him to return to his potty training. Though Winry rushing to set a new potty training record by the time she was 2.5 may have played into this, too. Winry hated her diapers and would always do what she could to get out of them while fighting when someone tried to get one back on her.
In time for first-grade, Yosh had regained his ability to wear ‘Pony Magic’ underoos! He was so happy and felt far more confident than he was at three years of age. He still was teased for his size, appearance, and babyish mannerisms. However the assurance of having real friends kept him from feeling bad for too long. He also delighted in making little stories, comics, and pictures to cheer his friends up when they felt sad, too.
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Exactly! *Crinklesnugs* What is interesting, at least for me, is how I feel like their are far more possibilities while I'm in that little space. 'Adulting', to me, tends to dull the mind with lots of limits while being a baby quicker changes that to a whole bunch of 'why not?' / 'what if?' moments.
I do hope you have been well, Ozzie. I've been caught up in my 'adulting' so much that I have not really had much chance to follow-up with too many pals. Hopefully things will calm down soon. :)
I do hope you have been well, Ozzie. I've been caught up in my 'adulting' so much that I have not really had much chance to follow-up with too many pals. Hopefully things will calm down soon. :)
*crinklesnugs* Oh yes, but some of us have a hard time getting into, and staying in that little space.
I've recently had more doctor visits than I care for, which I know will pile up in bill form soon. All this political crap going on has me worried too. Wish I didn't have to worry about such things.
I've recently had more doctor visits than I care for, which I know will pile up in bill form soon. All this political crap going on has me worried too. Wish I didn't have to worry about such things.
You and me both. *Sighs as he tugs at the flagging of his diaper*
It is astounding how quickly doctor visits, medications, and other associated costs devastate someone. I'm currently dropping my credit score like a rock so I can complete a debt consolidation whiletrying to figure out just how I am going to make things work if I can't return to work. :(
The saddest part is how the system is rigged to make sure those who rely on assistance either stay on it eternally, or find a way to gain an income that would be on average of $50,000 annually.
One day, I hope someone takes down the 'business' / 'for profit' aspect of health care. Neither of us asked for, nor did anything to, befall our ailments and limitations. *Plops down on his padding and fidgets with his cheeks*
It is astounding how quickly doctor visits, medications, and other associated costs devastate someone. I'm currently dropping my credit score like a rock so I can complete a debt consolidation whiletrying to figure out just how I am going to make things work if I can't return to work. :(
The saddest part is how the system is rigged to make sure those who rely on assistance either stay on it eternally, or find a way to gain an income that would be on average of $50,000 annually.
One day, I hope someone takes down the 'business' / 'for profit' aspect of health care. Neither of us asked for, nor did anything to, befall our ailments and limitations. *Plops down on his padding and fidgets with his cheeks*
Agreed. I would not fair well without a place to inhabit. Even if it was a small room with an attached bathroom, I'd be fine with it.
What is interesting to think on is how you and I both have talents that do contribute to society and the well-being of others. However our work is 'volunteer' and asking for money to be helpful to someone would be so wrong.
I have a 'Professional Career Counselor' talking to me as part of my FMLA / Employee Assistance Program. She's like a therapist who talks talents more than feelings. My discussions as I've gone through the hoops for my job have lead her to tell me that I should find a job in 'advocacy' or 'writing books'. Both of these I have done to just do them while also trying to promote myself wherever is possible. So, when she talked about both of these as options for my future success I had to state how these are very special skills that are extremely difficult to positively monetize on.
I will certainly keep trying to work around my physical lack of vision. However, given the current state of corporate and consumer software, I feel I'm growing more distant than close. *Plops on his padded bottom, sighs, and rests hiselbows on his knees as he supports his head with his hands*
What is interesting to think on is how you and I both have talents that do contribute to society and the well-being of others. However our work is 'volunteer' and asking for money to be helpful to someone would be so wrong.
I have a 'Professional Career Counselor' talking to me as part of my FMLA / Employee Assistance Program. She's like a therapist who talks talents more than feelings. My discussions as I've gone through the hoops for my job have lead her to tell me that I should find a job in 'advocacy' or 'writing books'. Both of these I have done to just do them while also trying to promote myself wherever is possible. So, when she talked about both of these as options for my future success I had to state how these are very special skills that are extremely difficult to positively monetize on.
I will certainly keep trying to work around my physical lack of vision. However, given the current state of corporate and consumer software, I feel I'm growing more distant than close. *Plops on his padded bottom, sighs, and rests hiselbows on his knees as he supports his head with his hands*
I'm very lucky to be living with others in an actual house and have support from them.
We do have talents, but yeah, not all talents are treated equally. Plus if I relied on my writing, I'd still be broke because I haven't written anything in years.
That's cool. Is she good to talk to? I haven't talked to a therapist in a very long time, but I always found it a bit difficult to be completely open and honest with them.
Awww *crinklesnugs* Just never give up hope. We both have to keep hoping things will get better and stay better. ^^
We do have talents, but yeah, not all talents are treated equally. Plus if I relied on my writing, I'd still be broke because I haven't written anything in years.
That's cool. Is she good to talk to? I haven't talked to a therapist in a very long time, but I always found it a bit difficult to be completely open and honest with them.
Awww *crinklesnugs* Just never give up hope. We both have to keep hoping things will get better and stay better. ^^
*Crinklesnugs* Agreed. Anything can be overcome with a positive frame of mind. (Negative thinking is almost an instant 'Game Over' and I'm not for that)
The new therapist, who will ultimately replace the long-term one I had since 2014, is quite nice and likes my Seeing Eye dog. We're still getting acclimated after she got to read over my 6 page 'abridged' case notes. *Sighs and blushes* I'm to the point now that I bring up the diapers ASAP as I don't want anyone working with me who is not able to see that is a soothing item and not meant to be of sexual nature.
Finding the right therapist is a tad tricky as you need one familiar with the sort of trauma you're trying to deal with. It seems some practices now are listing their expertise and I zeroed in on one who is capable of 'Anxiety & Depression' coupled with 'PTSD'.
If the state could kindly offer you a few therapy sessions, I'm sure you'd gain something from it. The thing about therapy, which I learned quite fast, is that the real work is 'outside' of your session. However being able to get out and talk through matters that make you unhappy with someone who is 'paid' to do so is nice. :)
Are things going alright for you, Tavi, and Uno?
As an aside, *Blush* I did find the perfect diaper for night wetting that takes a massive pounding to leak. This being North Shore's MegaMax Tab-Style Briefs. I've yet to leak from one and the price is notably below ABDL pamps, along with even somestandard treatment diapers. :)
The new therapist, who will ultimately replace the long-term one I had since 2014, is quite nice and likes my Seeing Eye dog. We're still getting acclimated after she got to read over my 6 page 'abridged' case notes. *Sighs and blushes* I'm to the point now that I bring up the diapers ASAP as I don't want anyone working with me who is not able to see that is a soothing item and not meant to be of sexual nature.
Finding the right therapist is a tad tricky as you need one familiar with the sort of trauma you're trying to deal with. It seems some practices now are listing their expertise and I zeroed in on one who is capable of 'Anxiety & Depression' coupled with 'PTSD'.
If the state could kindly offer you a few therapy sessions, I'm sure you'd gain something from it. The thing about therapy, which I learned quite fast, is that the real work is 'outside' of your session. However being able to get out and talk through matters that make you unhappy with someone who is 'paid' to do so is nice. :)
Are things going alright for you, Tavi, and Uno?
As an aside, *Blush* I did find the perfect diaper for night wetting that takes a massive pounding to leak. This being North Shore's MegaMax Tab-Style Briefs. I've yet to leak from one and the price is notably below ABDL pamps, along with even somestandard treatment diapers. :)
*crinklesnugs* I'm glad you've found one that you can trust. Its not that I couldn't trust the therapist and psychologist I had before. They knew about the diaper stuff and how I felt, but I couldn't get into everything. They didn't address it much anyway, since it was a source of positivity for me.
Not sure I want to get another one right now. I have Tavi, someone I love, at my side and I can talk to him about most things. ^^
Things are going okay for us. About the usual since last we spoke. I still use various Tykeables diapers myself. I've found they provide adequate protection most of the time. ^^
Not sure I want to get another one right now. I have Tavi, someone I love, at my side and I can talk to him about most things. ^^
Things are going okay for us. About the usual since last we spoke. I still use various Tykeables diapers myself. I've found they provide adequate protection most of the time. ^^
*Crinklesnugs softly* It's good to hear you are in a 'good place' mentally despite all the goings on.
I've found that medication and therapeutic tactics are often the best go tos for dealing with life's blarf moments. A therapist is best when you just don't know where else to go. (For moments like I'm going through now)
Is there a particular Tykeable you find most enjoyable? I have definitely come to the conclusion of plastic-backed being better for stopping leaks as a trial of cloth-like was just super-duper disappointing.
I've found that medication and therapeutic tactics are often the best go tos for dealing with life's blarf moments. A therapist is best when you just don't know where else to go. (For moments like I'm going through now)
Is there a particular Tykeable you find most enjoyable? I have definitely come to the conclusion of plastic-backed being better for stopping leaks as a trial of cloth-like was just super-duper disappointing.
I like their Waddlers and Galactic ones. Both are pretty good at holding my night time wettings. A stuffer also tends to help. Hehe
Yeah, right now I'm just having various tests done, like a CT scan and endoscopy, to find out what is going on with my tummy. So far nothing serious has been found and I hope it stays that way.
Yeah, right now I'm just having various tests done, like a CT scan and endoscopy, to find out what is going on with my tummy. So far nothing serious has been found and I hope it stays that way.
One's tummy definitely can get funny over time. Perhaps you may be dealing with what I've been going through over the years. This being a combination of certain foods no longer agreeing with my tummy and making me all icky-ucky?
Another possibility is changes in medication / medication tolerance. My medicines have worked a whole range of impacts on my body over all the years I've been on various treatments.
Regardless, I hope they find a simple solution to this bothersome problem.
What are the prints like on the 'Waddlers' from Tykeables?
Another possibility is changes in medication / medication tolerance. My medicines have worked a whole range of impacts on my body over all the years I've been on various treatments.
Regardless, I hope they find a simple solution to this bothersome problem.
What are the prints like on the 'Waddlers' from Tykeables?
That's possible. I've been trying to narrow it down, but I can't seem to pin point anything. I guess the endoscopy next week may tell them something. I'm not looking forward to it though.
I thought they were called Waddlers. I could have sworn I saw that on one of the packs. But they have a "waddle cut" option which, I guess makes them a bit wider between the legs. They have multiple print options for them. There's a pattern with dinosaurs and meteors on it, one with space ships and cute cubs in space suits on it, one with blue camo patterns, and a pink one with winged unicorns on it. ^^
I thought they were called Waddlers. I could have sworn I saw that on one of the packs. But they have a "waddle cut" option which, I guess makes them a bit wider between the legs. They have multiple print options for them. There's a pattern with dinosaurs and meteors on it, one with space ships and cute cubs in space suits on it, one with blue camo patterns, and a pink one with winged unicorns on it. ^^
*Shudders* I don't blame you for feeling nervous about the endoscopy. Anything going where it shouldn't be going in your body is always nerve wracking. (This reminds me of how lucky I was during all the surgeries they put me under General Anesthesia. They put a breathing tube down your throat and I did not want to be around when it went nor out. Though, I'm still irked that they put a catheter into me during the one surgery. I was in some wonderful weenie pain for two days!)
I've always been impressed on how the leg leakguards work. When I had a decent moment of wetting, I felt the things kind of just 'adjust' to the growing weight. Diapers are certainly amazing garments of clothing in all they do without the need for electricity, nor anything else. You just slip in, get cozy, and let life slip away as stress fades off. :)
I've always been impressed on how the leg leakguards work. When I had a decent moment of wetting, I felt the things kind of just 'adjust' to the growing weight. Diapers are certainly amazing garments of clothing in all they do without the need for electricity, nor anything else. You just slip in, get cozy, and let life slip away as stress fades off. :)
Yeah, I've had one before, and it was no big deal. They put me under before doing it, so that's good. It'll be done early in the morning, so I'll already be sleepy. Hehe
Leak guards are very important in diapers. Some of them don't have them, and any time I've tried one they always leak. So if they don't have leak guards, I don't want em.
Leak guards are very important in diapers. Some of them don't have them, and any time I've tried one they always leak. So if they don't have leak guards, I don't want em.
North Shore's brands are great for stopping leaks. You get a solid deal with the 'Light Flex' but capacity eventually will find you making piddly-puddles where you'd rather not. (Though I will admit I feel so little when I wet through my onesie to where the excess water is flowing straight down to the floor as if it were coming out of a water fountain
The diaper that I've found to be the top of the crowd, at North Shore, is the Mega Max. That thing is 'swell' and I've never leaked with it. It's a great bedtime diaper for sure.
Do you get any discounts for the padding you purchase? I imagine you and Tavi tend to buy in bulk. Can you both fit in the same size diaper? ([I]I purposely go one size higher as I like additional coverage and fluff. Plus it makes them looser until a onesie is added.
Have you been playing any new games laely? Are you still enjoying Smash Bros. Ultimate?
The diaper that I've found to be the top of the crowd, at North Shore, is the Mega Max. That thing is 'swell' and I've never leaked with it. It's a great bedtime diaper for sure.
Do you get any discounts for the padding you purchase? I imagine you and Tavi tend to buy in bulk. Can you both fit in the same size diaper? ([I]I purposely go one size higher as I like additional coverage and fluff. Plus it makes them looser until a onesie is added.
Have you been playing any new games laely? Are you still enjoying Smash Bros. Ultimate?
Hehe, yeah, those are good too. I still get some from XP Medical from time to time. Usually Abenas if I can find them.
Hmm, I dunno. Tavi usually does the buying. He has helped out with Tykables diapers some, and he knows the people who make them, so he can get and give advice about them.
I haven't been playing Ultimate for a while. I got PSVR for Christmas and have been messing around with several fun, but short games. Other than that, I've been playing Death Stranding and Fallout 4. Both games that take up a lot of time. Hehe
Hmm, I dunno. Tavi usually does the buying. He has helped out with Tykables diapers some, and he knows the people who make them, so he can get and give advice about them.
I haven't been playing Ultimate for a while. I got PSVR for Christmas and have been messing around with several fun, but short games. Other than that, I've been playing Death Stranding and Fallout 4. Both games that take up a lot of time. Hehe
My son has really loved Fallout 4. There seems to be tons-and-tons of side quests that are super fun to do outside of the main storyline.
Then, from what I keep hearing, Fallout 76 was an epic fail. Mostly due to the game being released with glitches that may still be in repair.
How do you like the VR? I think it would be fun to play around with. Could you imagine if we could VR into this site and actually see ourselves as our characters? That would be adorably fun!
Abena were some of the first adult-sized diapers I ever tried. They certainly were good quality.
What is really interesting is to see how far adult diapers have come. So many can take on a lot of fluid and not leak. The texture change is also a lot softer, too! The only downside is the breathable cloth-like ones. I tried some recently and, well, they 'sweat' after a single use and that's not cool at all. :(
Then, from what I keep hearing, Fallout 76 was an epic fail. Mostly due to the game being released with glitches that may still be in repair.
How do you like the VR? I think it would be fun to play around with. Could you imagine if we could VR into this site and actually see ourselves as our characters? That would be adorably fun!
Abena were some of the first adult-sized diapers I ever tried. They certainly were good quality.
What is really interesting is to see how far adult diapers have come. So many can take on a lot of fluid and not leak. The texture change is also a lot softer, too! The only downside is the breathable cloth-like ones. I tried some recently and, well, they 'sweat' after a single use and that's not cool at all. :(
Oh its fun. A friend gifted it to me on Steam, and its the version with all the DLC. I have personally enjoyed the Nuka Cola World stuff.
Yeah, 76 had and continues to have problems from what I've heard. A lot of it was the bonus stuff they promised people. Like they promised people a nice looking canvas bag, but it turned out to be a very cheap bag that ripped easily. They were selling what looked like a glass Nuka Cola Dark bottle for $80, but it turned out to be a cheap plastic thing you snap around a liquor bottle. Various ways they ripped off customers. I just hope it doesn't kill the Fallout franchise.
VR is pretty cool. I played Until Dawn: Rush of Blood, which is a VR roller coaster game with a scary movie sort of theme and stuff you can shoot at. Its very fun. I also liked Farpoint, which is a VR game about being stranded on an alien planet, fending off alien monsters, and trying to find your lost crew. It got annoying at times, but it was fun. Some of the VR games can make you nauseous though. Especially if things move without you turning your head or something. Kind of throws you off.
Oh yes, especially with diaper companies that cater to the ABDL community. They get feedback on the feel, absorbency, and even scents to get diapers that can feel just right. And yeah, so far I've never come across any cloth backed diapers that I liked. They all pretty much have that "sweat" problem.
Yeah, 76 had and continues to have problems from what I've heard. A lot of it was the bonus stuff they promised people. Like they promised people a nice looking canvas bag, but it turned out to be a very cheap bag that ripped easily. They were selling what looked like a glass Nuka Cola Dark bottle for $80, but it turned out to be a cheap plastic thing you snap around a liquor bottle. Various ways they ripped off customers. I just hope it doesn't kill the Fallout franchise.
VR is pretty cool. I played Until Dawn: Rush of Blood, which is a VR roller coaster game with a scary movie sort of theme and stuff you can shoot at. Its very fun. I also liked Farpoint, which is a VR game about being stranded on an alien planet, fending off alien monsters, and trying to find your lost crew. It got annoying at times, but it was fun. Some of the VR games can make you nauseous though. Especially if things move without you turning your head or something. Kind of throws you off.
Oh yes, especially with diaper companies that cater to the ABDL community. They get feedback on the feel, absorbency, and even scents to get diapers that can feel just right. And yeah, so far I've never come across any cloth backed diapers that I liked. They all pretty much have that "sweat" problem.
This tale was meant to serve as a back story for Yosh along with processing some emotions I've been struggling with as of late.
Back around 2012, I learned from my pal, Nishi, how I could quite easily 'rewrite' horrible times in my actual life by using Yosh as a 'stand-in'. As real life gives you zero control over how others act, writing fiction grants total control. So, more simply, I have taken a few life horrors and redid them as 'Yosh Lore' as a way to go into my head and remove the dark feelings of the memory that made me uncomfortable upon thinking of them. :)
It's a good tactic if you should ever need to work through some past troubles, present tension, or forthcoming challenges. Your OC is an 'extension' of yourself and, as such, is great for creating happier endings. :)
Back around 2012, I learned from my pal, Nishi, how I could quite easily 'rewrite' horrible times in my actual life by using Yosh as a 'stand-in'. As real life gives you zero control over how others act, writing fiction grants total control. So, more simply, I have taken a few life horrors and redid them as 'Yosh Lore' as a way to go into my head and remove the dark feelings of the memory that made me uncomfortable upon thinking of them. :)
It's a good tactic if you should ever need to work through some past troubles, present tension, or forthcoming challenges. Your OC is an 'extension' of yourself and, as such, is great for creating happier endings. :)
Well, as I've gone through therapy and have done research, I do believe a slowness to potty training can lead to association with diapers, along with other infantile tangibles and intangibles. However, more frequently, you need a dramatic physical and/or mental trauma to fully ignite into what, I believe, is being able to see one's self as a 'Baby Fur' / 'Diaper Lover' / 'Adult Baby'.
I really wish some therapist, or psychiatrist, would take the time to gather tangible data from people who have affinity for being 'little'. Most you see are episodes of people who make it into a 'lifestyle'. I firmly believe that those who are truly the majority aspire to keep it 'low key'.
The other thing to consider is the negative association being a 'little' / 'Baby Fur' grants you. This being you are seen as a pedophile. Surely, as with all sub-groups, there are those who are exactly that. However most are simply trying to properly balance their lives so that their desire to be 'little' doesn't become a 'need'. Keeping it all as a method of 'self-comfort' is where most littles, based on my experience, go.
Now, for me personally, I can remember being roughly 4 years old and wanting a bottle. My parents poked a hole in the nipple for me so I could have the bottle.
Now, expanding on this, is how there was no real 'bar' set as to how to best work with and understand me. It's difficult to judge, as parents, what is right and what is wrong for a special needs child.
Fortunately, as I'd like to believe, my sister's arrival 3 years later had the benefit of having a point of reference. So my sister may have been coddled less than I was.
My first real memory of wanting diapers was also around turn 4. My parents bought a pack of Pampers for my sister and I tore through it. I then used the cardboard box as a bed for the Bedtime Bear my Aunt made for me.
So, in a way, these tales are kind of a way for me to figure out how I became what I am. I have no way of ever confirming, nor denying, anything. However I can do it with Yosh while further questioning in therapy, looking things up on the web, and talking with others. :)
I really wish some therapist, or psychiatrist, would take the time to gather tangible data from people who have affinity for being 'little'. Most you see are episodes of people who make it into a 'lifestyle'. I firmly believe that those who are truly the majority aspire to keep it 'low key'.
The other thing to consider is the negative association being a 'little' / 'Baby Fur' grants you. This being you are seen as a pedophile. Surely, as with all sub-groups, there are those who are exactly that. However most are simply trying to properly balance their lives so that their desire to be 'little' doesn't become a 'need'. Keeping it all as a method of 'self-comfort' is where most littles, based on my experience, go.
Now, for me personally, I can remember being roughly 4 years old and wanting a bottle. My parents poked a hole in the nipple for me so I could have the bottle.
Now, expanding on this, is how there was no real 'bar' set as to how to best work with and understand me. It's difficult to judge, as parents, what is right and what is wrong for a special needs child.
Fortunately, as I'd like to believe, my sister's arrival 3 years later had the benefit of having a point of reference. So my sister may have been coddled less than I was.
My first real memory of wanting diapers was also around turn 4. My parents bought a pack of Pampers for my sister and I tore through it. I then used the cardboard box as a bed for the Bedtime Bear my Aunt made for me.
So, in a way, these tales are kind of a way for me to figure out how I became what I am. I have no way of ever confirming, nor denying, anything. However I can do it with Yosh while further questioning in therapy, looking things up on the web, and talking with others. :)
I myself seem to have an attraction to giant women. When watching Dragon Tales, I remember feeling stimulated by Ord’s giant mother.
In my case, maybe there’s some desire for a wife who feels a little like a mother.
I enjoy being grown up. I just don’t like people telling me I’m too big for the things I love.
Moreover, I’m not exactly looking for lost innocence. As a Christian, I seek the innocence that no person has ever had.
In my case, maybe there’s some desire for a wife who feels a little like a mother.
I enjoy being grown up. I just don’t like people telling me I’m too big for the things I love.
Moreover, I’m not exactly looking for lost innocence. As a Christian, I seek the innocence that no person has ever had.
There is a sub-group here for those are into 'Macro'. It is, just like Baby Fur, a fairly common interest in which means nothing negative. It's just one of those things that makes you, well, you. :)
I have always wondered why God would allow me to go slowly blind while also having an inability to purge my desire to feel 'little' and 'safe'. I've only been able to come up with a few reasons...
1: God's plan for me is still being revealed as I use what has been bestowed upon me as a boon instead of a bane.
2: God knew I would be able to handle the trials of going slowly blind. As such, I am to help assist others towards accepting, coping, and adapting to life changes while educating others of the plight of individuals with special needs.
3: Being 'little' frees my mind quite a bit while alleviating stress. It also keeps me from believing "I amm too old" for something. This, I believe, factors into my talent in writing and our current project.
God makes each human in a way in which, I believe, is meant to further the betterment of society. However, as with Adam & Eve, he also creates tests to see justhow much we value said gifts while also providing that freedom of choice that can cause various outcomes.
I have always wondered why God would allow me to go slowly blind while also having an inability to purge my desire to feel 'little' and 'safe'. I've only been able to come up with a few reasons...
1: God's plan for me is still being revealed as I use what has been bestowed upon me as a boon instead of a bane.
2: God knew I would be able to handle the trials of going slowly blind. As such, I am to help assist others towards accepting, coping, and adapting to life changes while educating others of the plight of individuals with special needs.
3: Being 'little' frees my mind quite a bit while alleviating stress. It also keeps me from believing "I amm too old" for something. This, I believe, factors into my talent in writing and our current project.
God makes each human in a way in which, I believe, is meant to further the betterment of society. However, as with Adam & Eve, he also creates tests to see justhow much we value said gifts while also providing that freedom of choice that can cause various outcomes.
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