"When you are in this situation, you never really know how to react.
The reality of things is that you can't say anything. you feel you are leaving.
It's an ambiguous feeling.

You do not know if you will be relieved to no longer feel the pain, or, you stress to leave this world.
You don't know what to choose. Live or die.
I think there are different situations. but when you feel yourself burning from inside, with the flesh exposed, the pain is unbearable,
even for the most solid of mind.

You fight, day and night. but when you saw your brothers die in the battlefield, you ask yourself this question.
...
"Why me? Why I'm still here just to suffer, Why can't I join them?"

When you don't move, you think you will feel better. but the slightest breath. is a reminder of pain.
And when you say "it's ok, I'm ready to go", there is always something saying "Not yet".

When you understand, you are happy and furious. you say to yourself "I'will survive" and "why don't you let me leave you motherfu****".
If I had passed by when I met this guy, I think I would haunt him until the end of these days for keeping me here for a few seconds.
But he did not hesitate a single second. I still don't know why, The only thing I know is that thanks to this pipsqueak,

.... I'm still alive"

Mason.
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here is a new little post,
I wanted to represent here the doubt that Mason felt when he was in bad condition,
in the bottom of abyss. drawing it from the front is definitely not an easy thing.
I find crocodiles have a slightly stupid head seen from the front, and it is not easy to represent it seriously in this kind of situation.
The work of light and shadows is always difficult to bring out the volumes. But I'm relatively happy with the result

It's a slightly darker atmosphere.
And expect to see worse things in the future.
Many periple are still waiting for our protagonists

Hope you like it ^^