No, you can't :(

*sigh* I just wonder why I cannot... *lean into you*

Oh man, I was feeling this not too long ago. I hope you feel better soon Khisa, it always feels like things are so bad and they won't get better, but then eventually things start to feel better again anyway.

Wonderful artwork, It really conveys the emotion so well.

Thank you, well, the problem is things are really bad, it's not the average depression I was having. Nothing's working out, no matter what I try I keep falling back. I wonder why I should go on at all. There just seems no reason in it all, I once wanted to be a vet and can never achieve that, or getting to Africa and seeing and working with cheetahs one day, without such a profession I'll never get the money to get there. My last dream, living with Jasiri/garra will never come true either. That was it. No dreams left, the treasure chest is empty.

Thanks for stopping by and giving feedback, I think I'm not so good at anatomy, but maybe I can focus on expressing emotions artwise, just like I did with my writing.

*hugs the kitty* I've stood where you're standing. It's a scary feeling

Just remember, you'll always have people who care, who are willing to catch you.

*hug back* I'm not scared, just so sad, so very sad. *sigh* yes, they are willing to catch me, but nobody is able to anymore, I'm already too far away for that. I can feel it.

*cuddle*
The anatomy is very good, and yes, you have a hand for the feeling in pictures.

*to be fond of you* .oO(heißt hoffentlich hab dich lieb)

*cuddle back* thank you, little sister. I'll try to get better, if I make it long enough.

Just don't feel I can go on for very long anymore. :|

In English they do not distinguish so much between being fond of somebody or loving somebody, so you just say 'I love you' or 'Love you lots' or something. But I know what it means, though, there's all kinds of 'love'.

maybe for now you shouldn't focus or try to make yourself have any goals. just try to have fun. as hard as it is sometimes thats what it takes. nothing is going to work if you don't believe in it. have some fun, feel better, get your confidence back and then try or something new. *hug* we need to get you down here. i should have a car soon i'll have to meet yeh somewheres

Trying to have fun was.. well never a goal for me really. I've lost my belief in anything and I was never very confident. I just do not want to take down that road again of pulling myself together just to be thrown back again, and again, and again and by the next one. And there aren't so many feral cheetah tomcats out there. *hug back* everything just feels beyond senseless and the world so ... far away. Even tiny. Cannot explain. Just makes me feel so totally lost.

*Noses* Myew~

*gently nose back* mew...

*Licks the little cheetahess' ears* Mrrr~

*snuggle close and sigh* mew...

*Snuggles and purrs* Mrrrrr~