Yeah right now going threw a hard time sometimes i cant control my self and i hate my self for that wish i can control it but i cant i always screw up, cant make friends because i hurt them and i hurt my self dont know what to do but one thing is that i know that in the end i will end up alone and im thinking how far can i go so im sorry but i dont think of uploading more porn pics since i lost interest in that, lost interest in me, lost interest of what to do i have people i lost and i love and i dont want them to get hurt with my toughts and my actions not all know how hard it is some will say yeah you can but i dont need help i just need time to clear up my mind.
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