The latest in my series of "Compositions of a Stupid Autistic Mind," which are either repetitive on purpose or are just stupid little melodies I improvise. Why? It represents the annoying things I used to do as a child, which proved to my parents I really am autistic. This whole series of compositions are based on dreams I have from time to time, which are flashbacks of my childhood. These repetitive melodies, therefore, are generally either things I improvised and they stuck with me, or were based on things I discovered I remembered wrong. Alternately, they're sometimes relevant to a current event in my life, or just represent what mood I am in right now. This series also is a challenge for me to use specific MuseScore templates at least once (although I also modify settings on the templates to make it easier on myself). That challenge is completed, though, so I'm now going back to templates I am used to, namely when there's lots of percussion.

This one, "I Can't Make Up My Mind!", represents my general frustration when I have writer's block (or score block in this case); sometimes I doubt myself. Eventually I think of something, though.

The piece is for:

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Piano
Electric piano
Electric bass
2 vibraphones
3 marimbas (2 treble clef, 1 bass clef)
Glockenspiel
Xylophone
Drum set
Battery percussion

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Music (C) me and me alone