gaping hole in chest
black agony ripped from breast
nothing inside empty like rest
hollow and wounded despite the best
black agony ripped from breast
nothing inside empty like rest
hollow and wounded despite the best
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Still Life
Species Squirrel
Size 906 x 800px
File Size 282.7 kB
Its usually how I feel, pretty much 90 percent of the time in between the laughter.
Hate to say it but I'm generally not a very happy person no matter how much I'm joking or smiling. It's usually about as hollow as a mask and easily taken away. Sadly it doesn't last long for me.
Hate to say it but I'm generally not a very happy person no matter how much I'm joking or smiling. It's usually about as hollow as a mask and easily taken away. Sadly it doesn't last long for me.
it comes with manic depression, it comes and goes hardcore. Not saying that's my excuse for being a depressed shit, but sometimes it just gets difficult not to let everything negative around you take a hold and start to eat away. I do my best to keep it at bay with laughter and keep it separate from everything else. I've already alienated enough people around me. When I try to be happy, I try to keep it happy, but in my own little dark depressions in these... I don't necessarily try to pretend anymore.
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