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So long I don't show up here but I've came back with a vent out before finishing my commissions and opening new slots.
I dont know how many of you will read this but here it goes...
Last few weeks I lost someone who were very special to me. Someone who hold my life and kept me from suiciding many times.
Not being dramatic or over telling this history. Eevee were a small pinscher that NEVER acted as a demon as his race tell so, he was kind and lovely. Never barked for no reason or bited someone unless when he were in huge pain.
My dad bought him 8+ years ago from someone we think that abused him. Scared and always afraid of everyting, that was him. Later on we called him "lil popcorn" because he jumped high when was happy or playing. A few days after we got him, he got in trouble with some big dogs and ended up almost dead for the first time, resulting on losing his right front paw movements.
He turned my life brighter and happy. Everytime I felt lost he was there for me and I was there for him. Were I was, he was behind. We were together everywhere, anywhere. If he wasnt welcome to somewhere, I felt the same. I would not go to that place or stay too long far away from him.
I lost half of my family to some internal fights. Lost my dad, mom and husband in less than 1 year. He holded me, kept me awake, fighting.
He passed away 03/29/2020 after fight against fever and a lot of other problems. I spend ALL my economies to try... But also told the doc "if he gets a heart attack, I dont want him to suffer. Try but dont keep trying, he already suffered too much" and the docs agreed as he could come back alive suffering more than he was already.
And so happened. They tried, he came back. His heart was beating but his breath wasnt normal. He couldnt breath. His heart stopped again and I got the call from the vet... He was gonne. He's warm, safe and sleeping.
Still hurts. I still cry every night before sleep. I never felt so lonely, empty and sad like I do now.
Life wont stop. I wont take off my life in respect of him, that tried many times to keep me alive and fighting. Not because a random made me promisse or something. I holded for him and I'll keep that way.
Thanks for giving me colors and life, Eevee. I will always love you more than anything.
The song I used to sing for him when he was sad or injuried...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjdgsUByFPE
I dont know how many of you will read this but here it goes...
Last few weeks I lost someone who were very special to me. Someone who hold my life and kept me from suiciding many times.
Not being dramatic or over telling this history. Eevee were a small pinscher that NEVER acted as a demon as his race tell so, he was kind and lovely. Never barked for no reason or bited someone unless when he were in huge pain.
My dad bought him 8+ years ago from someone we think that abused him. Scared and always afraid of everyting, that was him. Later on we called him "lil popcorn" because he jumped high when was happy or playing. A few days after we got him, he got in trouble with some big dogs and ended up almost dead for the first time, resulting on losing his right front paw movements.
He turned my life brighter and happy. Everytime I felt lost he was there for me and I was there for him. Were I was, he was behind. We were together everywhere, anywhere. If he wasnt welcome to somewhere, I felt the same. I would not go to that place or stay too long far away from him.
I lost half of my family to some internal fights. Lost my dad, mom and husband in less than 1 year. He holded me, kept me awake, fighting.
He passed away 03/29/2020 after fight against fever and a lot of other problems. I spend ALL my economies to try... But also told the doc "if he gets a heart attack, I dont want him to suffer. Try but dont keep trying, he already suffered too much" and the docs agreed as he could come back alive suffering more than he was already.
And so happened. They tried, he came back. His heart was beating but his breath wasnt normal. He couldnt breath. His heart stopped again and I got the call from the vet... He was gonne. He's warm, safe and sleeping.
Still hurts. I still cry every night before sleep. I never felt so lonely, empty and sad like I do now.
Life wont stop. I wont take off my life in respect of him, that tried many times to keep me alive and fighting. Not because a random made me promisse or something. I holded for him and I'll keep that way.
Thanks for giving me colors and life, Eevee. I will always love you more than anything.
The song I used to sing for him when he was sad or injuried...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjdgsUByFPE
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1024 x 1280px
File Size 134 kB
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