Been watching Beastars as of late, (just got to episode 6 as of this submission), and...while I will admit I do tend to over think a lot...rather often.

Thinking of Legosi's situation, and how much I feel I sympathize with his circumstances, (much as I may be taking them in an allegorical sense in some regards), has actually inspired me to write this little...piece of poetry/prose, however you want to see it.

The fact of the matter is, social and amicable as I may be at times online or even in person, I've...always had a short temper, an anger issue. I know it's not as bad or explosive as it once was but it can always feel so...horrid or have those moments. Couple that with a mind that never forgets one's biggest blunders or past issues and well...it leaves you sometimes feeling like a freak, like a monster.

I frankly can't imagine how/where I would be though were it not for the many...many friends I've made online since summer of 2012 though, even if like 90% of them are out of state or simply beyond my reach in a convenient manner. So...many of them in particular, make life...make *my* existence...not just tolerable but so...worthwhile and I know they will continue to do so in years to come, come what may.

To name two that come to mind, (fur-family members at that), I'd like to point them out actually.

 Amotose My dearest, beloved brother who...while he may live across the pond so to speak, he is perhaps more family to me than a few of my own family are.
 BestSage My fur-sister...turned dearest little padded puppy princess, and now alternatively endearing, loving little pet. <3

Blood may be thicker than water, but blood can also be transfused, given and received no different than love and compassion.