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Rainy Night
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Finally I was able to draw something completed with my usual style + a good work flow. instead of taking like.....a whole week just to make one portrait or only being able to draw just a circle and two eyes within two hours and not doing any progress on a single drawing for over 4 days of just staring at it, sketching a bit, erasing and closing my software. I've dealt with so much depression lately that I wasn't even aware of, and I just pretended that everything was fine and blamed it on my fucked sleep schedule and that I was tired.
It took a breakdown and a walk at night with my stepfather to actually revitalize myself. We waked for like,what? 1 hour? all around the neighborhood. We talked so much and he let me speak up my mind and how shitty I felt lately. He even opened up on how shitty he also felt lately (For those who doesn't know, his father passed away two months ago from lung cancer). Heck, since I had been dealing with depression and anxiety for so long I could tell how he acted lately was to keep his own sanity. I could see that he's also dealing with unspoken depression. He was much more trigger easy, would snap at the mundane thing even when it was stuff that usually doesn't bother him. But he was still trying to keep his good spirit and smile. Then he suddenly decided to clean the whole house one day (and that was the indication for me that he's trying not to crack, since I basically do the same in these situation of trying not to get overwhelmed and he verbally confirmed my assumptions when we walked that night)
All and all, it felt so good to just. Speak my mind. The day after I felt renewed and jumped straight to this drawing! Even yesterday, my stepfather mentioned that after our talk he felt so much better in the morning.
Don't bottle up your emotions kids. Otherwise you'll probably throw your metal bottle out of frustration and make a dent in your wall.
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