then draw for you, draw what you want and like, draw for the sake of like, hay i wanna draw this or that(as long as it does not hurt anyone else you know? ) in time you will get better or find a way to improve a little bit by bit here and there. be that how do you say it, gem in the rough or pile of other stuff? take some time to recover, then pick up the peices and try drawing again. good luck and best wishes.