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THIS IS NOT ABOUT SUICIDE. I HAVE NO DESIRE TO KILL MYSELF.
I'm often my own worst critic. This applies to anything: Art, games, my job, my life. Usually the comments stay quiet and I can ignore them. Other times they consume every facet of my mind and you end up with something like this. That's what this piece represents, how my own thoughts and words end up doing more harm than good. I don't know how many projects I've scrapped because I hated them, or because I convinced myself that I would never be able to do them properly. Far too many.
It's easy to spiral into this negativity.
It's a lot harder to convince myself I'm worth something.
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Oh man I absolutely get it... far too many times has my motivations for ideas I was excited about been killed because I kept thinking I would/was mess/messing it up. every art block caused just because I kept thinking the circle I made for a head looked off no matter how many times I re-drew it... every time I just sat there looking at a blank page unsure of where to even start to the point where I abandon ship...
sometimes it is hard to talk myself into going for it and that my best is good enough, but sometimes I manage to avoid the pessimistic attitude I have about my abilities and other times I manage to climb back out of the pit I dug for myself and do things anyways and salvage ideas that may have been lost to that negativity.
sometimes it is hard to talk myself into going for it and that my best is good enough, but sometimes I manage to avoid the pessimistic attitude I have about my abilities and other times I manage to climb back out of the pit I dug for myself and do things anyways and salvage ideas that may have been lost to that negativity.
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