
This artwork was made by
stupidshepherd and I absolutely love it. This has been my life and mood lately, this meme and it's totally accurate lately.
I don't share a ton of my commissions here, though I probably should sometime and may in the future. I need to update and upload more food as well here. It's been to long and life has just been so very, very hard for me lately.
I wanted to share this though as it's been my life for the past few months... everything is burning around me and yet I have to be fine... everything is fine... that's what I tell myself and what I tell to a lot of people. It's very much not true and I have not enough energy for much of life lately. Things have gotten so very, very, very hard. I have been doing some cooking though as it's relaxing and helpful on occasion, but life and work are so tough lately. I spend a lot of times wanting to cry and internally doing so, or raging, or wanting to curl up in a fetal position... and yet despite all this... everything is fine. That's what I put on my face.
Everything is fine... everything is fine...

I don't share a ton of my commissions here, though I probably should sometime and may in the future. I need to update and upload more food as well here. It's been to long and life has just been so very, very hard for me lately.
I wanted to share this though as it's been my life for the past few months... everything is burning around me and yet I have to be fine... everything is fine... that's what I tell myself and what I tell to a lot of people. It's very much not true and I have not enough energy for much of life lately. Things have gotten so very, very, very hard. I have been doing some cooking though as it's relaxing and helpful on occasion, but life and work are so tough lately. I spend a lot of times wanting to cry and internally doing so, or raging, or wanting to curl up in a fetal position... and yet despite all this... everything is fine. That's what I put on my face.
Everything is fine... everything is fine...
Category Artwork (Digital) / Portraits
Species Western Dragon
Size 800 x 800px
File Size 212.2 kB
*Winghugs!* It just sucks, I miss my proper job... I basically lost it and just after getting my dream job position I'd been trying to hit for ten years... and now I'm just... well lately working in a deli, but that's worse than the janitor duty I was doing for months.
I dunno, things just suck so much. I drink a lot more now too than I used too... I cry a lot... like right now I'm moderately drunk. Okay slightly more than...
I dunno, things just suck so much. I drink a lot more now too than I used too... I cry a lot... like right now I'm moderately drunk. Okay slightly more than...
I know it. I don't know what to tell people other than, "It's fine." It's kinda the best thing I can do. =(
Hang in there man, surf that wave of life and keep your eyes open. That job thing really blows, and I definitely know how much you wanted that. Keep your spirits up best you can, and don't feel bad if you can't every day. We're living beings, we're not always 100% every day and that's ok. You got folks around ya that love ya though =) I'm one! =)
Hang in there man, surf that wave of life and keep your eyes open. That job thing really blows, and I definitely know how much you wanted that. Keep your spirits up best you can, and don't feel bad if you can't every day. We're living beings, we're not always 100% every day and that's ok. You got folks around ya that love ya though =) I'm one! =)
Awww *sends all the hugs*
If there's anything I can help with, just let me know. I do see you as part of my extended family, and whether you like it or not, that means I care a lot about your well being.
I may not be the best person at going "there, there, everything is going to be alright," but that doesn't make me care any less. As far as I see it, we're all in this horrible year together.
If there's anything I can help with, just let me know. I do see you as part of my extended family, and whether you like it or not, that means I care a lot about your well being.
I may not be the best person at going "there, there, everything is going to be alright," but that doesn't make me care any less. As far as I see it, we're all in this horrible year together.
I know the description makes this art much more profound, but I just look at this and imagine that being a father watching his kid doing something for the very first time and making a total mess of it, but is trying his best to just sit back and let his kid learn from the experience rather than jumping in and doing it himself before the disaster gets even worse.
Me seeing how this derg doesn't look content as characters seen in other This is Fine memes: https://youtu.be/BLikP6BDH5w?t=5
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