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Tell Me Something Comforting
Title inspiration: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGrhyOtikQ0
Hello guys...
Well, while still experiencing a lot pf problems inside me, it really affect my life, physically and mentally. It feels like, my mind is in a battlefield where I'm only the soldier with a handgun against a lot of enemy teams with advanced weaponry.
I'm kinda helpless, I even don't know what is going on inside me (in the drawing, it's symbolized by the scribbled lines flowing on Jay's head). It's so crazy, I can't avoid all of these things circling inside my brain. Can't sleep, can't eat properly, can't focus on my things, and I can't make and correct my thinking. All of these fears and anxiety hindering all of me inside.
All I could say is, something's really wrong with me.
I wanted to... have something... or someone... that could make my mind rest. I want someone or something that can rewrite my mind. I wanted to live like normal again... Someone tell me something comforting...
2020 Jhamar L. B. [Jay]
Hello guys...
Well, while still experiencing a lot pf problems inside me, it really affect my life, physically and mentally. It feels like, my mind is in a battlefield where I'm only the soldier with a handgun against a lot of enemy teams with advanced weaponry.
I'm kinda helpless, I even don't know what is going on inside me (in the drawing, it's symbolized by the scribbled lines flowing on Jay's head). It's so crazy, I can't avoid all of these things circling inside my brain. Can't sleep, can't eat properly, can't focus on my things, and I can't make and correct my thinking. All of these fears and anxiety hindering all of me inside.
All I could say is, something's really wrong with me.
I wanted to... have something... or someone... that could make my mind rest. I want someone or something that can rewrite my mind. I wanted to live like normal again... Someone tell me something comforting...
2020 Jhamar L. B. [Jay]
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Avian (Other)
Size 1280 x 1047px
File Size 228.7 kB
Listed in Folders
Wish I could tbh, but because of my life situation, I even can't afford a therapist. Living in poverty is not always easy, and most of the money I earn are spent to my bills, the needs of my parents and my siblings, and also my everyday essentials (food, mostly) to survive.
I don't know how to cure myself, so most of times, I usually have my mind mixed up.
I don't know how to cure myself, so most of times, I usually have my mind mixed up.
There are even tes that I have eaten seafood and allergic reactions got me ill can't breathe cause it feels like I have water in the lungs, my heart inflates and I have bumps on my skin... Yet they never took me to to hospital because of a reason.
"Wala akong pagpapa-ospital sa'yo. Wala tayong pera."
(I don't have anything to get you treated to the hospital. We don't have money.)
"Wala akong pagpapa-ospital sa'yo. Wala tayong pera."
(I don't have anything to get you treated to the hospital. We don't have money.)
I love your art. You draw some of the cutest, handsomest birds around. You seem like a really cool guy and I think it sucks that you have to go through all this.
I'm not a professional but I agree with Fatal in that you should probably talk to someone. It helps sometimes. The worse thing you can do is try to push through all this yourself.
I'm not a professional but I agree with Fatal in that you should probably talk to someone. It helps sometimes. The worse thing you can do is try to push through all this yourself.
You sound like you really need to take a break and focus on what makes you happy to be around, things that when you focus on that make the day easier to get through
Things that make you smile and feel warm inside.
Maybe even go out for a walk every now and again, stop at the park and watch the leaves sway in the breeze. Things like that.
It's really upsetting to see you having problems. You are a talented creative person.
I really do hope things get better for you.
Things that make you smile and feel warm inside.
Maybe even go out for a walk every now and again, stop at the park and watch the leaves sway in the breeze. Things like that.
It's really upsetting to see you having problems. You are a talented creative person.
I really do hope things get better for you.
It could be hard. I can't go outside too often because of the pandemic and worst government issues. No parks nearby and we're experiencing story weather everyday.
Also, if I stop, I couldn't earn and survive.
I really don't know what to do, so I have no choice.
Also, if I stop, I couldn't earn and survive.
I really don't know what to do, so I have no choice.
I found this link and hopefully it can help.
Have some swan hugs as well.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/carefo.....d-therapy/amp/
Have some swan hugs as well.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/carefo.....d-therapy/amp/
Thanks for sharing. This could be helpful, but the problem is... There can be no one who can find here that offers free or cheap, and that won't be so easy to find because of the pandemic and high strict military protocols (police are everywhere)
Tbh, there's this feeling that I really don't know what to do to myself, and I'm not so sure about my life. I even don't know how to fix myself.
But I reslly thank that I have you guys. Also, thanks for the deep support from you as well. Hope that things could change, not just for me, but for all the people who are suffering the same fate as me.
Tbh, there's this feeling that I really don't know what to do to myself, and I'm not so sure about my life. I even don't know how to fix myself.
But I reslly thank that I have you guys. Also, thanks for the deep support from you as well. Hope that things could change, not just for me, but for all the people who are suffering the same fate as me.
Hay man I hope things get better for. Just know that you as a person matter. Find that spark with in you that you love best. It dose not matter what it is it can be very small reason. My reason to keep going on with life is my love for art. I have an story to tell with my characters. I want the world to know them. I would be very sad if I just left that unfinished in my life. And when that's done I will still won't to know what else I can do with my crafts.
Just find that spark with in you and let it pull you forward.
And also it's okay to get help from a doctor. If you're feeling uneasy feelings. It will help you a lot.
Just find that spark with in you and let it pull you forward.
And also it's okay to get help from a doctor. If you're feeling uneasy feelings. It will help you a lot.
Just wish that i could help you get all those Things go away. A good person as you don't deserve to have it like that, instead just feel happy for being Who you are, cause we love you as you are. Otherwise we wouldn't Even be worried about you.
We all wish the Best for you. In my opinion there is nothing wrong with you, only crap thoughts. I don't know if it helps, but I am offering a shoulder to cry out on if needed ❤️
We all wish the Best for you. In my opinion there is nothing wrong with you, only crap thoughts. I don't know if it helps, but I am offering a shoulder to cry out on if needed ❤️
Aww I am so sorry you have to go though a lot of problems. You should rest a bit and try to clear your mind, taking a deep breath. Remember that you are such a great person and artists, and we, your followers, love you so much and we are here if you need anything <3
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