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okay this post is an old post, so im sorry is not perfect, and has a lot of deficiencies and issues, just like me,
im trying to do my very best, so....i hope you can have some appreciation for my efforts,
because, it really sucks to have this feeling of fear of being critized by someone else....
i hope you enjoy somewhat of what i do.....i dont know why i do it but here's a crying kiss (T3T)
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\\\\\\\\ NEWS ////////
This artwork has been posted on a new revamped blog,
that is actually better, Than the one i had before, but is the same.
https://rzaprym.blogspot.com/2020/07/accalia.html
News 1Updated blog, making transference,
We are now using this blog to post the things,
Is an old one, but a nice one, now play it.
https://aprym.blogspot.com/p/about.html
News 2We have succesfully Updated the blog, now using widgets and other stuff
now play it.
https://rzaprym.blogspot.com/
News 3We have Created a Gaming Channel Called Razlo Aprym - Gaming
Please while we produce better content
Youtube Gaming
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCG1fxF0SSfPyrGuKN__O7EQ
Accalia
or
Frozen in time
or
White Wolf
or
Washed Out Memories
Or
A White Wolf Girl sitting on a cold Bench in a lonely Winter City.
Wednesday, July 22, 2020
3:37 PM
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*Introducing Technique, Highlighting keywords for linking
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This is a wonderful Latin name that means “she-wolf”. …
https://guardianwolf.fandom.com/wiki/Accalia
Acca Larentia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acca_Larentia
0 - An introduction to Accalia //////////////She is cold, and dazzling, puzzling in nature and mystery,
i feel sorry for herself,
If it is just me, who dares to stare outside the window,
and only find a reflection of myself
such a blunt, simple person, far from the worries beauty
.
Dancing around in the winds that blow
Crying 'cause there's no harmonious sound in my head
But when dreams turn into cold,
There is nothing we can do…..
But try to Light a fire within
1<look Beyond, Unable to see ////////////////////Rather than focus on the realities of problems,
look Beyond the monitor in which we try to tell our stories…
Try to look /
But,
……I'm living an inability to focus on the road ahead,
2 Insert intro to cold weather, And Winter City ///////////////////
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Intro to cold weather
.
Winter in Vienna
https://youtu.be/hPMGWpBtEg0
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Is Winter City
Winter City is inspired in Vienna
.
Insert Burnout 3: Winter City Gameplay
Music - Sugarcult Memory
Burnout 3 Takedown | Winter City | Eliminator (PCSX2 - track - Sugarcult - Memory)
https://youtu.be/HPcuF6ny8Fc
No music
Burnout 3 Takedown | Winter City | Eliminator (PCSX2 - SFX only, no soundtrack)
https://youtu.be/69Znk6Jk1oU
I made this gameplay to make a new Gaming Channel In youtube.
The recording is a failure, blurry, bad bitrate,
It makes me cringe
Probably nobody will watch this…but at least I tried.
.
.But anyway, check this Vienna footage that starts with a globe,
Just like in Burnout.
Vienna in 4K
https://youtu.be/cwenLWoeItQ
3 A random Parenthesis ///////////////////
This Stock footage reminds me to Skyrim
FREE 4K Stock Footage - Snowing at Night
https://youtu.be/fUyVn5d3aQU
AHHHHHH THE NOSTALGIA
Just this random intermisison to remember Skyrim
TES V - Skyrim Mods: Winter Overhaul 2019
https://youtu.be/yRY5KAJ3vBw
TES V - Skyrim Mods: Skyrim Winter Overhaul
https://youtu.be/O1kRyje3Jm4
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Imagine a heart that has become so cold and icy,
There are no words that can replenish it
Even if someone tells you that loves you, and that you will not be alone,
But this doesn't sufice, not at all.
./////////////////////////
4 A Sketch //////////////////////////
Sunday, May 31, 2020 - 10:46 PM
this is a very light sketch that I uploaded because I could,
because I really intended to write a story about it.
But I can only talk about myself, haha
5 < self reflected identity, identified mirrored image /////////////////
A look into my self reflected identity
seen through my personal identified mirrored image
Why are my texts so cringy?
As much as I try to disconnect from myself,
All the images represent a part of me.
To be naturally ofended By a crushing wall of self-pitty
trying to avoid my own pain and embarrassment…
Memories and resentment
At the end I have become resistant to this type of subtle self-provoked damage
But it hasn't been enough…not enough strength,
The shields are broken
6 < Struggling with conveying emotions //////////////
Going through, and exploring, All possible ways to express non-rational feelings…
That is…….looking for what is Irrational, spontaneous,
Irrational Feelings?
Or is it more like natural feelings like sadness, joy
Caused by sudden and random events
played through the window of different types of images and sounds.
..7 < A personal Hypnosis, to gain stillness //////////////
Fighting, struggling, Striving to Remove my self judgmental thinking
"I hate myself, I hate what I do"
"I cant stand looking at any of my artworks, because I get a repulsion,
Hate towards them,
an implemented Idea fires within….
That nothing I do, gets to the quality I have been demanded to achieve."
But Instead, looking to escape….
striving for More compassion and...Relaxation,
A reduction in energy, slow pacing…
A small lapse of disconnection
From the fast paced and quality demanding world.
If I could just live in a field, without worries of tomorrow,
Without fear of losing,
Without time.
8 < Trapped in the Dream World ///////////////
I'm deeply dreaming, living in a strong kind of daze……
when my time is meant to be,
Try to be focused on my job, but my mind drifts away
.
If I fall in,
If I wake up one day.
I believe they are still dreaming this dream.
Despite this nightmare, a smile still shines
I wish I could wake up.
Tomorrow will be just another day.
9 A Small Story //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Diamonds for a Kiss
Looking for love, within the words of many pages.
She thinks to herself: > I don't care what he says"
But, he suddenly….
[comes out and sits on the bench next to her]
He says: <Your turn.
>[laughs] I'm glad you took my advice after all.
(coming out
From where? The closet? Haha
Ohh do you mean from the door?
Outside from the office.)
……………….
> I love that look in your eyes.
Yeah... oh my…, you're so cute.
10 Breaking conversation /////////////Monday, June 1, 2020
10:28 AM
………….
I don't know why…. What I care about is how you feel about yourself.
Do you even know what your soul is trying to tell you?
So ask yourself again if you're broken.
is your brokenness, compatible with mine?
Whatever it is, we must work it out together.
Look at me.
I think about the way you are feeling right now.
And I know there are more things to be written and shared.
I still feel like I don't quite get it, and I have so much more to write,
but that's okay.
.
I don't know…………..
We just need to take our time, right?
Let's enjoy this moment with it.
* Originally published in June,
11 Split Difference - CRAZY //////////
Ok. If you're going to play this game, let's just start out slowly... Mhmmm.
An awful lot of this stuff isn't going to be common knowledge to most of us,
but I think it's probably the one thing that separates us as Game Masters.
And a lot of us would have trouble at understanding,
……………..
And
when you fall into oblivion
into a deep, blissful unconsciousness
A sensory overload.
"Overload your mind's capacity"
*insert AC
Qeneb.too Kah'Aiye
http://www.accesstheanimus.com/Breaking_The_Code_Pt4.html
Assassin's Creed Origins: All Reversed Audio in Ancient Mechanisms (Played Backwards)
https://youtu.be/Y156HsRLqrM?t=1348
*(okay this is nuts, but is what got reminded in my mind)
.
you will still be mine.
You can dream of your revenge.
And I will open the door for you….
I stare into your eyes
You'll never see the light of day.
Just the darkness of my eyes
I'll be in control. You will never see me come
.
She is cold, and dazzling, puzzling in nature
a mystery,
What do you mean?
Breezing winds, cold breeze,
Cold, Coldly
11 Ending and remembering lost songs //////////Monday June 1, 2020
12:50 AM
we must become stronger
Fear and hate may overtake
But all we fear, must overcome it.
be stronger than this, beat it,
the battle continues until the sun, Brings us Victory,
If Shadows are good, then I know there's Light
Use this, turn on the Spotlight
This is our world, is beautiful,
Why hide it in the shadows, as long as we live,
still alive, breathing.
Turn on the light, please turn on the light
There's magic in your vision
Where's the fear, where's the hate,
We must overcome, we must survive
The world, The Living
.
Embrace and respect life as it is
Talk when you want to, or shut yourself if you need to.
Your voice is yours,
your thoughts are yours,
your taste is yours.
Sometimes, you'll feel like running,
Sometimes you'll feel like dancing,
Sometimes you'll feel like crying,
Sometimes you'll feel strong.
Well, face up to the day,
See the red, See the black, See what's inside
Sometimes you'll feel like dancing,
Sometimes you'll feel like crying,
Sometimes you'll just feel strong.
61
https://youtu.be/Uh0GtkphzZk
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The Kissaway Trail - 61
https://youtu.be/3iAgKHuI0jM
https://genius.com/The-kissaway-trail-61-lyrics
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Yeah!
The drums will bring you home
Then our hands will do the talking
And we will be united!
Diamonds for a kiss
And if there's a god? Say it isn't your turn
We can, we're strong, we'll beat it!
We can, we're strong, we'll beat it!
Yeah!
Writing everything down
In order to keep track of time
The scent, the day, this moment!
With hands covering my eyes
Shadows they're good, then I know there's light
We can, we're strong, we'll beat it!
We can, we're strong, we'll beat it!
We can, we're strong, we'll beat it!
Wednesday, July 29, 2020
2:12 pm
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