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Traumatic Terrors ~
In 2009, I was sexually attacked by a member of this community, part of the furry fandom and he's still very much active on this site.
I keep having those terrors at night, when I close my eyes, the phantom grips on my wrists and such.
Its been so bad I can't stand being touched, 11 years of these memories and night terrors....PTSD is awful.
Can't stand being touched or held, my wrists are the worst and it just...I freak out.
I'm tormented by the expression he had on his face as I struggled....
I know this is not a good place to vent, but I have no choice. I need to let this out for my own sanity.
He has also chased me, abused my fursona through art (I have proof) and I get so scared uploading.
I'm broken, scarred, I just want peace but he's still at large and thinks the attack was 'Just what furrys do' and is 'funny' to him and his friends.
I just...I've been to admins but they need police reports apparently, but they didn't help me...they just 'lost' the files.
I wake up sometimes in tears, sweat and shakes.
I've been told to get therapy by friends, as my aversion to touch is getting between my relationships.
I keep having those terrors at night, when I close my eyes, the phantom grips on my wrists and such.
Its been so bad I can't stand being touched, 11 years of these memories and night terrors....PTSD is awful.
Can't stand being touched or held, my wrists are the worst and it just...I freak out.
I'm tormented by the expression he had on his face as I struggled....
I know this is not a good place to vent, but I have no choice. I need to let this out for my own sanity.
He has also chased me, abused my fursona through art (I have proof) and I get so scared uploading.
I'm broken, scarred, I just want peace but he's still at large and thinks the attack was 'Just what furrys do' and is 'funny' to him and his friends.
I just...I've been to admins but they need police reports apparently, but they didn't help me...they just 'lost' the files.
I wake up sometimes in tears, sweat and shakes.
I've been told to get therapy by friends, as my aversion to touch is getting between my relationships.
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Ehy sugar...
I have been abused as well so I can quite get what you feel...
that's something loathful and disgusting and I swear on god that if I find that bastard I may signal him to postal police.
that bastard deserves to rotten in a well devoured by mices and snakes after have been tortured by my personal hand for days. I'd be delight to indulge in such a delicious ordeal but I'm trying to held my psycopathic and sadistic side under control.
Sorry for the part.
I am dreadfully sorry for what happened to you: when I got abused, I came back home rubbing my neck as I felt his disgusting scent on my neck. I had sexual problems for ages and my complex subconscious played a lot making my scars borders. I still have strong reactions seeing or reading about sexual abuses. Above is an example.
«He has also chased me, abused my fursona through art (I have proof) and I get so scared uploading.
I'm broken, scarred, I just want peace but he's still at large and thinks the attack was 'Just what furrys do' and is 'funny' to him and his friends.»
Those parts are just commenting themselves: someone who have those behaviours is just a psycothic mad bastard who should die in the most horrible way you can imagine.
And I would say this even on his face for what it matters.
To you, all I can offer is a strong virtual sympathy and emotional hug...for what it can count
I have been abused as well so I can quite get what you feel...
that's something loathful and disgusting and I swear on god that if I find that bastard I may signal him to postal police.
that bastard deserves to rotten in a well devoured by mices and snakes after have been tortured by my personal hand for days. I'd be delight to indulge in such a delicious ordeal but I'm trying to held my psycopathic and sadistic side under control.
Sorry for the part.
I am dreadfully sorry for what happened to you: when I got abused, I came back home rubbing my neck as I felt his disgusting scent on my neck. I had sexual problems for ages and my complex subconscious played a lot making my scars borders. I still have strong reactions seeing or reading about sexual abuses. Above is an example.
«He has also chased me, abused my fursona through art (I have proof) and I get so scared uploading.
I'm broken, scarred, I just want peace but he's still at large and thinks the attack was 'Just what furrys do' and is 'funny' to him and his friends.»
Those parts are just commenting themselves: someone who have those behaviours is just a psycothic mad bastard who should die in the most horrible way you can imagine.
And I would say this even on his face for what it matters.
To you, all I can offer is a strong virtual sympathy and emotional hug...for what it can count
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